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Joanne_ca
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First off, I apologize for the length of this post and as you will see, I’m no writer so bear with me please.
I’ve been attending a TLM apostolate for the last year and I have been very happy. I’ve always loved the Latin Mass and thanks to this forum I found that TLM was still available. I was getting really frustrated with the NO, I felt there was no reverance in church anymore and so many abuses going on at mass. Today the Oratory that I attend had their 20th anniversary and was being celebrated by the Bishop, so I went thinking this was such a wonderul occasion and I wanted to be a part of it. Of course there were problems, as the Cathedral was not equipped for the latin mass but they did the best they could. I received my lord from the bishop which was a thrill for me, haven’t done that since my confirmation.
After coming back to my seat and saying my prayers, I looked up to the altar and there was priest giving out communion who seemed nervous and wasn’t used to giving the host on the tongue, when I noticed a little commotion and I realized, he dropped our lord. I was surprised, he just kept going about his business and ignored what just happened. After a few minutes one of the servers was given a napkin and they laid it on the host on the rug. Communion is over and nothing is done yet about our precious lord’s body on the floor. None of the priests seemed fazed about this, walking around it like it was nothing, just a piece of dirt. Finally mass is over and surely they’re going to do something, nope. I watched a few people gather around our lord and one man knelt in front of it, waiting for someone to acknowledge what had happened. Priests were running everywhere because of the celebration and taking care of plans for the reception afterwards, still no thought given to Jesus laying on the floor. Then I saw our pastor running down the ailse heading right for these wonderful people who were guarding the host and I thought for sure he would do something. He was concentrating on something else, so they told him, “what about our lord” and pointed to the floor. He looked at it and with a wave of his arm, like he didn’t have time for this, just shrugged his shoulders, turned and went about his business. I was appalled! I couldn’t believe it. I thought for sure this priest who I thought was so holy and good would show some concern. Shortly another priest followed, whom I’m sure he sent to take care of this. It was like it was such a bother. All he did was get some water and picked up our lord with a napkin and rubbed the area where he laid. I didn’t really have a problem with this even though it was late, but when he was done and ascending the altar, he turned around to those few standing there and as if to say with gestures, “are you happy now”? I should have just went up there and consumed the host myself, but I really thought, as I’m sure the others did, that this would be handled differently. Needless to say, I didn’t stick around for any reception and I have been terribly upset ever since because I expected better from this church and her priests whom I had come to love very much. One good thing came from this. Before I left home for mass, I asked Jesus to let me know without a doubt that he is truly present in the Eucharist, which I had trouble with lately. Well, it’s obvious my prayers were answered because I would not have been this upset if I thought otherwise. Thank you Jesus.
Sorry for being so long winded but I needed to vent and ask all of you, am I wrong? What do you think? Am I over reacting?
I started going to the TLM again so I could regain the religious values that I was taught when I was young. I am very disappointed. Hopefully I will get over this and be able to return to this church because I love the latin mass, Thank you for listening.
God bless you
I’ve been attending a TLM apostolate for the last year and I have been very happy. I’ve always loved the Latin Mass and thanks to this forum I found that TLM was still available. I was getting really frustrated with the NO, I felt there was no reverance in church anymore and so many abuses going on at mass. Today the Oratory that I attend had their 20th anniversary and was being celebrated by the Bishop, so I went thinking this was such a wonderul occasion and I wanted to be a part of it. Of course there were problems, as the Cathedral was not equipped for the latin mass but they did the best they could. I received my lord from the bishop which was a thrill for me, haven’t done that since my confirmation.
After coming back to my seat and saying my prayers, I looked up to the altar and there was priest giving out communion who seemed nervous and wasn’t used to giving the host on the tongue, when I noticed a little commotion and I realized, he dropped our lord. I was surprised, he just kept going about his business and ignored what just happened. After a few minutes one of the servers was given a napkin and they laid it on the host on the rug. Communion is over and nothing is done yet about our precious lord’s body on the floor. None of the priests seemed fazed about this, walking around it like it was nothing, just a piece of dirt. Finally mass is over and surely they’re going to do something, nope. I watched a few people gather around our lord and one man knelt in front of it, waiting for someone to acknowledge what had happened. Priests were running everywhere because of the celebration and taking care of plans for the reception afterwards, still no thought given to Jesus laying on the floor. Then I saw our pastor running down the ailse heading right for these wonderful people who were guarding the host and I thought for sure he would do something. He was concentrating on something else, so they told him, “what about our lord” and pointed to the floor. He looked at it and with a wave of his arm, like he didn’t have time for this, just shrugged his shoulders, turned and went about his business. I was appalled! I couldn’t believe it. I thought for sure this priest who I thought was so holy and good would show some concern. Shortly another priest followed, whom I’m sure he sent to take care of this. It was like it was such a bother. All he did was get some water and picked up our lord with a napkin and rubbed the area where he laid. I didn’t really have a problem with this even though it was late, but when he was done and ascending the altar, he turned around to those few standing there and as if to say with gestures, “are you happy now”? I should have just went up there and consumed the host myself, but I really thought, as I’m sure the others did, that this would be handled differently. Needless to say, I didn’t stick around for any reception and I have been terribly upset ever since because I expected better from this church and her priests whom I had come to love very much. One good thing came from this. Before I left home for mass, I asked Jesus to let me know without a doubt that he is truly present in the Eucharist, which I had trouble with lately. Well, it’s obvious my prayers were answered because I would not have been this upset if I thought otherwise. Thank you Jesus.
Sorry for being so long winded but I needed to vent and ask all of you, am I wrong? What do you think? Am I over reacting?
I started going to the TLM again so I could regain the religious values that I was taught when I was young. I am very disappointed. Hopefully I will get over this and be able to return to this church because I love the latin mass, Thank you for listening.
God bless you