Lent’s in the past, I made my plans, failed miserably and let God take over. This year I made my normal resolutions (no sweets, hard alcohol, fast food) which I’ve kept with mixed results. Lent this year coincides with a stripping down I’m experiencing in my life. I left my co-op gallery of 18 years. It turned out to be a lot of work and responsibility (I’ve been their bookkeeper for the past 3 years) so now that it’s gone I feel a lot lighter. I also left an online forum which I had been a member of for a very long time. That’s also lightened my mood considerably. I feel happier than I have in a long time.
This Lent has been a continuation of a something I locked onto last All Soul’s Day. It was then that I figured out I need to take care of my boss and really up my game at work. To put it in a biblical perspective I’m being called not to bury my talents in the ground. It’s been a real challenge, but I’m enjoying working closely with my boss who I feel is a very devout Catholic. We’re framing a few important documents for the bishop, so it’s been a lot of fun.
I guess do to my status of being in a parish ‘limbo’ I haven’t made it to any extra masses, the Stations or any missions or retreats. Lent for me is all about setting out into the desert and being alone in the quiet for awhile, but I miss my faith community. I’m also grateful to have landed on CAF. There’s some solid people on these boards and I’m happy to have a solid Catholic online community.
Really, the verse running through my head this Lent is ‘happy are we’. For the first time in my life I’m beginning to understand what that means.