With all due respect to anyone on here who has had such an experience as Fhansen, Soulewolf, myself, and I am quite sure many others, not to mention the very extensive literature on the subject, I would like to make an observation. First, I completely concur up to an unfortunate point of departure with fhanson that “dogma, at its best, should be an attempt to understand, teach, and clarify real, significant experiences that other people had at some time in the past. And while all words may seem crude and inadequate, religion still has to try in order to pass down the opportunity for others to search for the transcendent themselves.”
Well said, good and true. And I believe that much of it its intended to be that way. But there are cases, I submit, where that fails, despite good intentions and due diligence on every side. Mine own is a case in point, if I may. I was a very staunch and dogmatic Roman Catholic at the time of my most radical insight, despite, in retrospect, some minor intimations of trouble ahead from dealings about some previous mystical events in my practice. Despite that, and some years of research with both clerics and books, I had to go elsewhere.
Having said that, and having necessarily been a student of this very question from my late teens, I can say that this question of person and whether the Being encountered in such experiences as ours is a discreet and separate entity or one’s own ultimate Self in the mystical sense, is the most slippery and thorny question in mysticism of any sort, including NDE’s. This holds true, as far as I see, across time, cultures, locations, and any other factors.
It centers, as much as I can tell, on a) how deep the experience was, in any case it being likely the most profound event of one’s life, and b) the tools available to the individual to exegize the meaning and substance of the experience after the height of it. Indeed, the thrust of practice in some traditions is to never leave a condition where one is fully both “here” and “there,” “there” being equivalent to THAT or ALL. So, fundamentally, we are dealing with a question of identity/Identity. It is also viewable as a question of knowledge by intellect and/or Knowledge by Identity. In any case, as I mentioned, there is a very large literature on the matter, both Eastern and Western.
We each certainly have our experiential assessments of what happened to us. But if I may, I would like to recommend a tool for perhaps a more detailed consideration of the dynamics involved in such events as ours. I came across this volume at the advice of a friend who knew of my predicament and had dealt with it himself, though as far as I can tell, in a far more profound manner than did I. (I am, you see, a great fan of distinguishing degrees and kinds.)
At any rate, what I would like to propose is this: There is a diary of a man, an electrical engineer who lived of late in California. He had as a hobby hard rock gold mining for the purpose of solitude and contemplation. He is one who sought and had an experience such as ours. In the process he kept a very detailed diary of his considerations, many of them about this question of “who or what is IT?” though not exactly in those words. The book is called Pathways through to Space, and the author is one Franklin Merrell-Wolff. I believe it is still available. I propose we get a copy of it so the three of us at least, and perhaps others on here, may have a common ground for thinking and commenting about points relevant to this question, and go from there. In the mean time we can continue with these very satisfactory chats. What say you?