I like it- it’s good, but I still am not sure about this will of God thing. Life is a learning process, one where we learn to open our minds to the message of what is harmonious with our natus. I don’t think this means abandoning our own will, does it? More developing it to the point where it grasps what God wants for us- i.e. to be perfectly fulfilled.
How does that sound?
These concepts are very confusing to me too and it’s only through reading other people’s understandings that I’ve begun to grasp it myself.
I think the difficulty here, is that we really do “love” being alive and have an identity that we attribute to ourselves. And it is not “god” who is alive(and typing on the computer) it is me. I think I’m me, I’m pretty sure I’m me and I like living. I don’t want to lose me.
The thought of “losing your attachment” to yourself, is like saying “Well I might as well not exist”. That’s what the buddhist philosophy sounds like to most of us in the West and why many think of it as an athiest religion. It’s not really.
In a very simple form, think of this…
When you learn something new, does the old you still exist? No of course not. You are different…but still …you. What does a christian say when he means he is “reborn”? he’s still him isn’t he? But he’s completely different. So the old him, no longer exists. The attachment we have to our identity is an illusion because we change every minute, and it is THIS attachment that the buddhist talks about. The sooner you can accept the need to let it go, the sooner and quicker you grow as a person. Your identity is no longer tied up, with your life and beliefs. You are not tied to this earthly existance because you realize it’s temporal. It’s not “you” it’s an opportunity for growth.
You are spot on, in that it is a learning process. We recognize that as does the buddhist. How on earth can you define yourself as you, when the old “you” doesn’t exist?
I guess the real question is, do you “lose” self-awareness when you align with God. In a sense yes and in a sense No(as I understand it). Just like “you” change and are no longer the former you, when you align with God, you have to let go of your ideas(like the process of change and growth) and become a new you, and a perfect you.
Life strips us bare. It’ takes everything from us, including “life” itself. As brutal as it sounds…how else could we possibly lose our attatchment to ourselves, while still knowing we exist unless we live…and also die?
Yeah,…it’s rather spooky stuff. Sounds similar to your beliefs…but not quite the same, and won’t quite feel right to you
Buddhaism and christianity are probably not as different as you may think
