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Happy2bcatholic
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I have difficulty seeing how my sins (mine in particular) caused Our Lord to suffer the passion. I sin, that’s for sure but I never said ‘crucify him’, I didn’t drive the nails in, I wasn’t there! I know this is contrary to my Catholic Education. I try to be very devout and go to Mass daily and go to confession every 2 weeks and say the Rosary and chaplet just about daily along with other prayers like the 7dolors of Our Lady. But still I just don’t quite get the connection. You see its like this - I wasn’t there. I wasn’t in Jerusalem with Jesus was crucified. I know his crucifiction crossed time and space. I know the Mass is an unbloody representation of the crucifiction and we are present at the foot of the cross but some how I just don’t get it because I can’t see it, taste it, touch it. At times I really meditate on the Our Lord’s passion during the 7 Dolors of Mary or during the chaplet of Divine Mercy but still most of the time I just don’t get it. Although I say ‘crucify him’ as part of the Good Friday service but that’s different.
I’ve found my walk with Our Lord to be deepened through brutal honesty with myself. Please guide me. Thanks.
I’ve found my walk with Our Lord to be deepened through brutal honesty with myself. Please guide me. Thanks.