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Hey guys, since I can’t see the priest that I usually confide with, I thought I’d run this by
you. Basically I have this video game in which you can drive around a city, and in a poor
display of toilet humor you will infrequently see a streaker running on the sidewalk. Now,
all private parts are unseeable since they are censored/blocked out. Up until yesterday I
never thought anything about this, since no privates are visible, I never went onto the
game to see this, and it never aroused any kind of lust. However, yesterday it sprung
upon me that this probably isn’t something I should be doing so I promptly turned it off
and decided to delete it. Not long after I began worrying this may have been a mortal
sin. I’m well aware of the 3 conditions for a sin to be mortal, but I usually have a hard
time discerning due to scrupulosity. First off, I still don’t even if this was grave matter.
Pornography clearly is, but considering nothing is really shown, and that the game
doesn’t list nudity on the rating, I never saw it as porn, and still have a difficult time
labeling as that. I also don’t know concerning the full knowledge part. I never even
thought about this until yesterday, and when I did, I stopped immediately. I’ve heard that
if you commit a mortal sin, you would not have to ask if you did, since to commit a
mortal sin you would have to know that what you were doing was mortal at the monent. For
example, I have an urge to masturbate, think about doing it and its consequences and the
mortality of it, yet still do it, that would be mortal. In this case, the idea of this being mortal
never entered my mind til after the fact, but on the other hand, if this is pornography I should
have known.
The worst part of this is that I carelessly let a younger sibling play this, and despite them
not noticing this, or being of the age to have any suggestive thoughts it clearly wasn’t a
good idea. Now I’m full of guilt and anxiety, and as I said before I won’t be able to see
my confessor for 2 weeks. So I’m asking what you think about this, and I hope you can
possibly give me some guidance, on if I should refrain from receiving the Eucharist, and
go to Reconciliation on Saturday, or just wait to see my usual confessor.
Thank you and sorry for the long post.
you. Basically I have this video game in which you can drive around a city, and in a poor
display of toilet humor you will infrequently see a streaker running on the sidewalk. Now,
all private parts are unseeable since they are censored/blocked out. Up until yesterday I
never thought anything about this, since no privates are visible, I never went onto the
game to see this, and it never aroused any kind of lust. However, yesterday it sprung
upon me that this probably isn’t something I should be doing so I promptly turned it off
and decided to delete it. Not long after I began worrying this may have been a mortal
sin. I’m well aware of the 3 conditions for a sin to be mortal, but I usually have a hard
time discerning due to scrupulosity. First off, I still don’t even if this was grave matter.
Pornography clearly is, but considering nothing is really shown, and that the game
doesn’t list nudity on the rating, I never saw it as porn, and still have a difficult time
labeling as that. I also don’t know concerning the full knowledge part. I never even
thought about this until yesterday, and when I did, I stopped immediately. I’ve heard that
if you commit a mortal sin, you would not have to ask if you did, since to commit a
mortal sin you would have to know that what you were doing was mortal at the monent. For
example, I have an urge to masturbate, think about doing it and its consequences and the
mortality of it, yet still do it, that would be mortal. In this case, the idea of this being mortal
never entered my mind til after the fact, but on the other hand, if this is pornography I should
have known.
The worst part of this is that I carelessly let a younger sibling play this, and despite them
not noticing this, or being of the age to have any suggestive thoughts it clearly wasn’t a
good idea. Now I’m full of guilt and anxiety, and as I said before I won’t be able to see
my confessor for 2 weeks. So I’m asking what you think about this, and I hope you can
possibly give me some guidance, on if I should refrain from receiving the Eucharist, and
go to Reconciliation on Saturday, or just wait to see my usual confessor.
Thank you and sorry for the long post.