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LovingHim
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I haven’t been on for several months. I have not been well. I come begging for prayers. PLEASE!
My physical health has been doing poorly for quite some time. I do not ask for sympathy, and I do not ask you to pray for physical recovery. That is God’s will and plan, and I remain under a good and trusted doctor’s care, as well as in the hands of a very loving and caring husband.
What I ask is that you please pray for another problem that is seemingly taking over me. My health issues have caused me to become severely depressed and I’ve seemingly lost all joy and peace and intimacy with God, even though I remain in a state of grace, and have a very healthy and happy sacramental marriage. These trials are far worse than any pain my physical problems cause me to endure, and far more taxing, which only causes my physical illness to worsen. The worst part of all is it’s Christmas, a time when we are supposed to experience great joy and happiness, peace with God and all around us. The thought of it all is too much to bear right now. It feels far more like Good Friday than Christmas. I feel ashamed that I can’t experience happiness even at God’s birth, but my mental state takes over all, leaving me exhausted, weak, and even physically worse off than before. My illnesses have only caused a bought of serious depression one other time, and it took a miracle to get better. Nothing else worked, not medicine or psychology, only a miracle of prayer. When the depression was lifted, my other conditions improved some too, even if only for a short time. And, even when they returned in full, they were easier to endure with the depression lifted, and my spirit at peace with God. Please help me pray for another miracle, even this Christmas! A Christmas miracle! Pray that I can feel joy and happiness and peace with God once again. PLEASE! Thank you so very much! May you be richly blessed this Christmas. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. :hug1:
P.S. Yes, this is posted in another forum, but I need all the prayers I can get. Thanks!
My physical health has been doing poorly for quite some time. I do not ask for sympathy, and I do not ask you to pray for physical recovery. That is God’s will and plan, and I remain under a good and trusted doctor’s care, as well as in the hands of a very loving and caring husband.
What I ask is that you please pray for another problem that is seemingly taking over me. My health issues have caused me to become severely depressed and I’ve seemingly lost all joy and peace and intimacy with God, even though I remain in a state of grace, and have a very healthy and happy sacramental marriage. These trials are far worse than any pain my physical problems cause me to endure, and far more taxing, which only causes my physical illness to worsen. The worst part of all is it’s Christmas, a time when we are supposed to experience great joy and happiness, peace with God and all around us. The thought of it all is too much to bear right now. It feels far more like Good Friday than Christmas. I feel ashamed that I can’t experience happiness even at God’s birth, but my mental state takes over all, leaving me exhausted, weak, and even physically worse off than before. My illnesses have only caused a bought of serious depression one other time, and it took a miracle to get better. Nothing else worked, not medicine or psychology, only a miracle of prayer. When the depression was lifted, my other conditions improved some too, even if only for a short time. And, even when they returned in full, they were easier to endure with the depression lifted, and my spirit at peace with God. Please help me pray for another miracle, even this Christmas! A Christmas miracle! Pray that I can feel joy and happiness and peace with God once again. PLEASE! Thank you so very much! May you be richly blessed this Christmas. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. :hug1:
P.S. Yes, this is posted in another forum, but I need all the prayers I can get. Thanks!

