Please Pray for Me. I'm at the End of My Rope

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Dear Brethren in Christ,

PAX CHRISTI VOBISCVM!

(This was originally posted in another forum before I realized that it belongs here, in Spirituality. I made a few minor changes due to updates since my original post.)

I was scheduled to make a retreat this weekend. (My first ever)
Fr. Mitch from EWTN is going to be the Retreat Master, and I was so excited. I signed up a few months back, when I first found out he would be there and had been looking forward to it for quite some time.

Sadly, I had to call and cancel my retreat.

My problem: Over the past 4 1/2 - 5 yrs, I’ve been to Dermatologist after Dermatologist, trying to find out what’s been causing such intense burning on my skin.
Sometimes I get small break-outs with it; other times, it’s just the burning.

The last two Derms I’d seen, said there was nothing wrong with my skin and suggested I see a Neurologist because they think it could be hypersensitive nerve endings that are causing the intense burning.
Unfortunately, by the time I get to the doctors’ offices, the break-outs subside, so they can’t actually see what’s going on.
They refuse to take a skin sample until everything else is ruled out. (They refer to a skin sample as a “Biopsy”)
And I don’t know what they mean by, “everything else” being ruled out.

Last Friday, my mother called me from work and told me she’d spoken about my symptoms to a few women she’s close to. (The burning gets so intense that I’m unable to leave my bedroom, because I cannot tolerate anything touching my skin from my waist up to my chin.) It feels like someone is rubbing sandpaper on sunburned skin.

Anyway, she’s very worried about me and mentioned her concern to the few women. They knew of others with this same problem and said that it sounded like Shingles.
The only thing is: I’ve never gotten blisters. Just a few break-outs here and there, but my main complaint is the burning.

I immediately called my physician and asked if he would give me a blood test to either confirm I have Shingles or rule it out.
The test was taken the next day (Saturday), and I was supposed to call for the results after 1:00 P.M. the following Wednesday (Sept. 20th).
It is, now, Friday.
I called the office for three days, trying to find out the results of my blood work. As of 20 minutes ago, they are still on his desk “in a pile of other stuff he has to look at, as he is very busy” (That from the nurse to whom I spoke)

However, I believe the test will come out negative.
You see; the area, where the sticky part of the band-aide touched my skin is all enflamed, itchy and burning. Also, affected is the area where the chain of my Sacred Heart pendant rested against my skin.
(I explained about the chain marks, in previous visits to the Dermatologists, but since they weren’t visible at the time of my exams, they couldn’t suggest anything to me.)

I cannot predict when the visible symptoms will appear.

I’m thinking; maybe I need to see an Allergist before going to the Neurologist? But I’m just not sure; especially since none of the five Dermatologist who’ve seen me ever mentioned trying an Allergist.

Brethren, I am at the end of my rope. I don’t know what else to do or where else to go. I’ve been misdiagnosed over the years by three other Dermatologists, tried some prescription medications and topical creams. Eczema has been ruled out, along with allergic reactions to medications.

The reason I’m writing this rather lengthy medical history down, is because, along with your prayers, I’m hoping that someone out there may have heard of symptoms like these and could possibly point me in the right direction as far as physicians are concerned.

I am not asking that the Lord heal me, and I don’t expect miracles; but I’m praying He’ll guide me to someone who can at least alleviate my symptoms to a degree where I’ll be able to spend less time alone in my room and participate in life, again.

I used to be a daily communicant, but now, I can’t even consistently keep my Sunday Obligation. I never know, from day to day, if (and for how long) I’ll be able to bear anything on my skin.
I can no longer celebrate holidays and special occasions with my family. I am desperate.

Please remember me in your prayers? I truly believe in the power of Prayer and I know how strong that power is in numbers.

Thank you, my dear Brethren in Christ, for taking the time to read this lengthy post.
May God Bless you all and your families.

In His Most Sacred and Merciful ❤️,

Denise
P.S. – To any Priests who may happen upon my post: In Jesus’ Name, I implore you, good Fathers; please place my name on your altars when you celebrate the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass?
Thank you, and may the Lord bless and keep you, always.
 
Dear Denise,

Just as a suggestion, have you been tested for diabetes? It may seem far fetched, but the husband of an acquaintance suffered similar symptoms with the nerve endings and not being able to be touched. It was diagnosed as being the result of his diabetes.

I’ll keep your intentions and health in my prayers until your suffering subsides.

May the Most Holy Theotokos hold you in the safety of her arms.

Padre Pio, please come to the aid of this poor child of God.
 
you are in my prayers as well. If I may ask you, would you please offer up your suffering for the re-conversion of my brother John? I have been praying and praying that he return to the Church. Thank you, and today’s Divine Mercy Chaplet I say is for YOU.
 
Dear Denise,

Just as a suggestion, have you been tested for diabetes? It may seem far fetched, but the husband of an acquaintance suffered similar symptoms with the nerve endings and not being able to be touched. It was diagnosed as being the result of his diabetes.

I’ll keep your intentions and health in my prayers until your suffering subsides.

May the Most Holy Theotokos hold you in the safety of her arms.

Padre Pio, please come to the aid of this poor child of God.
Dear Polish,

Thank you for your reply. I have to have my blood tested every six months due to a certain medication I’m taking. (BTW: I’m not allergic to that particular medication)

The doctor always includes diabetes in the blood work-up (since diabetes runs in my family on both sides), along with Anemia and other counts. Thank God, because the blood work, I had done two months ago, tested positive for Anemia. The nurse called and said I was, “very anemic” and proceeded to ask me some personal questions. The doctor put me on Feosol, immediately. (2 tabs daily)

Thanks again and God Bless!

In His Most Sacred ❤️,

Denise
 
you are in my prayers as well. If I may ask you, would you please offer up your suffering for the re-conversion of my brother John? I have been praying and praying that he return to the Church. Thank you, and today’s Divine Mercy Chaplet I say is for YOU.
You got it, LSK. Anytime you need prayers or would like me to offer something up, don’t hesistate to let me know. Believe me, I’ve got a few other things I’ll be offering up for your dear brother, also.

And I’ll say the Divine Mercy Chaplet for his conversion @ the 3:00 o’clock hour.

May God Bless you and your brother!

In His Most Sacred ❤️,

Denise
 
Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen…

I use my chiropractor for alternative medicine who uses a technique called Contact Reflex Analysis. The whole thing may seem a bit odd, but believe me it works. If there is a practioner close by you might consider it.
 
What a terrible thing to suffer from. I couldn’t help but think of the flames of purgatory when I read your post. I am sure if you have any time at all to serve in purgatory you have already served it here this side of life.

I am very sorry you suffer with this undiagnosed illness, sometimes strange illnesses afflict people, science only goes so far, it doesn’t hold all of the answers. I will keep you in my prayers for a full diagnosis and a full cure for your illness.

You might like to consider uniting your sufferings of illness and not being able to attend Mass and your isolation to Jesus’ sufferings for all those who suffer from loneliness and those suffering in purgatory.

Take this joy to your heart, when you suffer if you unite your sufefrings to Jesus you are closer to Jesus than if you said a thousand prayers. Remember:
**
No cross, no crown**

When I next go to Mass I will put you in the chalice and offer my Eucharist for you as if you had received it yourself.

If you would like to you can message me anytime to talk, share fellowship and friendship.🙂

The Peace of Christ in your soul in the midst of suffering.
 
my brother had a weird rash with symptoms such as you describe, burning even more than itching, it would come and go, and sometimes had a red measles type rash. it turned out to be an allergic reaction to a combination of chlorine, sunshine, and his medication. If he took his medication and went swimming in the daytime, he broke out. It can take a long time to get a good diagnoses. to help rule out other things, you might want to try the allergy elimination route while you are working on this. your doctor probably has a book or pamphlet to get you started.
 
What a terrible thing to suffer from. I couldn’t help but think of the flames of purgatory when I read your post. I am sure if you have any time at all to serve in purgatory you have already served it here this side of life.
Dear Star,

Everytime I have to describe my symptoms, those very words come to mind. Purgatory is the first thing I think of.
I just didn’t want to sound over-dramatic by saying it feels like the flames of Purgatory are licking my skin.
I am very sorry you suffer with this undiagnosed illness, sometimes strange illnesses afflict people, science only goes so far, it doesn’t hold all of the answers. I will keep you in my prayers for a full diagnosis and a full cure for your illness.
Thank you.
You might like to consider uniting your sufferings of illness and not being able to attend Mass and your isolation to Jesus’ sufferings for all those who suffer from loneliness and those suffering in purgatory.
I’ve been doing that and have also been offering it up (or trying to offer it up) for a couple of people who have asked for my prayers.

Take this joy to your heart, when you suffer if you unite your sufefrings to Jesus you are closer to Jesus than if you said a thousand prayers. Remember:
**
No cross, no crown**
When I next go to Mass I will put you in the chalice and offer my Eucharist for you as if you had received it yourself.
Oh, thank you so very much! I know that the Mass is the Greatest Prayer ever prayed. Especially the Holy Eucharist.
Were I able, I’d make a Eucharistic Novena, asking the Lord to lead me to the correct physician. But as it stands, if this doesn’t ease up a bit, I may not be able to make it this Sunday.
And that’s what hurts the most; not being able to go to Mass and receive Holy Communion, because I know that He strengthens me through the Eucharist.
Some may think it’s only psychological, but I know what Jesus does for me when I receive Him in Holy Communion.
If you would like to you can message me anytime to talk, share fellowship and friendship.🙂
Thank you and Bless you! I may just take you up on your offer.

The Peace of Christ in your soul in the midst of suffering.

In His Most Sacred ❤️,

Denise
 
Dear Denise

I will make the Eucharistic Novena for you for the next nine Sundays starting next Sunday ( I do attend weekday Masses when possible, but will stick to the Sunday for you for the purpose of this Novena as I am always assured of attending Sunday Mass, God willing, however at each Mass I attend I will put you in the Chalice). This Sunday I simply offered the Eucharist as if you had received it yourself and for your private intentions. If you have a special prayer you would like me to say to accompany this offering of the Novena please let me know and I will follow it as if you offered it yourself.

Perhaps you would like to offer the next nine Masses you are able to attend for your Novena, I am sure Jesus will be pleased with this.

I have to say I personally think one Mass is enough, so complete is the prayer of the Holy Mass that nine of them is enough to change the world! Nonetheless as it’s your desire I will commit to the Novena for you.

I hope you are feeling much better and I hope you are led quickly to a speedy diagnosis and restored to full health, however if that is not the case I pray that you accept God’s will in what He has allowed in your life:)

In my prayers
 
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