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RichardMarino
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Dear forum, i am here in need of help. I am a young male 24 year’s old. I have 3 children who i try to raise and take care of properly. I have lived a life full of sin’s and have asked for forgivness. I am having a huge delima currently. A little bg information, i have been diagnosed with Bipolar, Server depression. I was convicted of a crime last year witch i am very unproud of. I dont understand how i brough myself to this. But anyway’s i was sentenced to time served as well as one year probation. I am 10 month’s in now, and doing good,. A few month’s prior i was ordered to take a substance abuse assesment. I found a way to get the money and take the class, costing $500. I was told later that i was recomended to take an intencive outpatient program for my addiction to marijuana. Witch i strongly agree with. I was told by my probation officer that this class cost’s $1,500. I work everyday and make as much money as i can while watching my children in between. When i first took this assesment this program offered indegency fund’s for people like me who cannot afford it. Now i find out they canceled this. I have contacted several other program’s as well as church’s and other orginization’s in my comunity with no avail. I have to go to probation today, and i am very worried she will be adgrivated with me because i have not preformed what she ordered me to do. I know i have to pay for the wrong i have done in my life but i am trying so hard to fix all of this but can not seem to figure it out. Yesterday i was told that i have 2 week’s to move out, without a residence how will i take care of my children. I have tryed to get help from the goverment but was denied because i did not have a residence? well how can i get one when i am ordered to pay these extravigent amount of money that i am using to raise my kid’s. Please do not get me wrong i know i reep what i sew and i must deal with the consiquence’s but if anyone could please give me any advice. unsure of what to do i am asking for help. Any advice or prayer’s would greatly be appricated. I just want to be a good father unlike alot of people in this world.
& keep you.