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kikiki32
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Hi. I need a little ‘push’ in the form of prayer.
Lately I’ve been through some ‘spiritual rollercoaster’. During this quarantine, I’ve probably both prayed and sinned more intensely than ever in a short time. During the last two months I prayed, I sinned, and I repented the best way I could without available confession. Then I started praying again with increased intensity, for at least two daily hours. I found solace and peace by doing so, and even some difficult things in my job went surprisingly well after I put them in the hands of God.
Unfortunately, I started feeling physically weak these last two weeks (I’m suffering headaches), prayer became difficult and it seems like the enemy is trying to take some vengeance for my ‘improved’ prayer life. I’ve also started losing patience and getting quite angry in a very easy and fast way, which was a very prominent fault during my childhood that seems to have returned out of the blue… not surprisingly after I intensified my prayer life (and stopped it).
So please, keep me in your prayers, so that I can retake my improved prayer life, so that I can soon confess to get out of this situation and so that I can get to know God in an intimate way. And if it’s the will of God, so that my headaches are gone.
Thank you. Have a great day. I’ll pray for you too.
Lately I’ve been through some ‘spiritual rollercoaster’. During this quarantine, I’ve probably both prayed and sinned more intensely than ever in a short time. During the last two months I prayed, I sinned, and I repented the best way I could without available confession. Then I started praying again with increased intensity, for at least two daily hours. I found solace and peace by doing so, and even some difficult things in my job went surprisingly well after I put them in the hands of God.
Unfortunately, I started feeling physically weak these last two weeks (I’m suffering headaches), prayer became difficult and it seems like the enemy is trying to take some vengeance for my ‘improved’ prayer life. I’ve also started losing patience and getting quite angry in a very easy and fast way, which was a very prominent fault during my childhood that seems to have returned out of the blue… not surprisingly after I intensified my prayer life (and stopped it).
So please, keep me in your prayers, so that I can retake my improved prayer life, so that I can soon confess to get out of this situation and so that I can get to know God in an intimate way. And if it’s the will of God, so that my headaches are gone.
Thank you. Have a great day. I’ll pray for you too.