RomanRite
Hey keep up the good work. :clapping: Wish I had your wisdom at that age.
Here is a story on the sacrament grace given through the brown scapular, St. Benedict medal and crucifix.
I sometimes work with a 27 yr old man who was in a severe skiing accident 6 yrs ago. He told me God appeared to him at the moment of the accident. After approximately a year long comma and intensive care, he came home and convinced his mom to start going to mass. He was in a wheel chair, with severe head injuries and could walk only with assistance. He cannot care for himself, and the depression is so bad he is suicidal.
When he is thinking right, he will ask profound questions about God and you can actually see his face glowing.
His mood can switch instantly. He can go from loving, glowing, peaceful to hateful, suicidal and angry. He will try to throw himself down the stairs, cut his throat or hurt you. One time I had my hand between his throat and a dull razor blade knife. This usually goes on for hours or until his mother gets home.
Please keep in mind that although serious, if he truly wanted to commit suicide I could not stop him. He physically stronger than me and I am not weak. He has a very good angel.
During my last visit, his mood changed for the worse. I always pray while at his house, especially while satan attacks him. This time my angel reminded me of the graces attributed to my sacramentals. I placed the brown scapular, St. Benedict medal and crucifix around his neck. In three minutes he told me he was sorry and asked what I put around his neck “
because it worked, I could feel God giving me grace.” We then spent the rest of the day in peace and talking about God.
RomanRite, believe me they work exactly how God wants them to. Why did he choose objects to bestow some of His graces? I do not know. Why did He heal the blind mind with spit and mud? Why does he transform bread into His body, soul and divinity? It is a mystery to me.
Recognize the frustration as an attack from the evil one. Reject the frustrations or any other form of attack. Reject Satan. Then ask God to flood you with peace or any needed virtue and thank Him for all He has done for you.
You are doing great. :dancing:
Keep wearing those sacramentals and fall in love with the sacraments.
Go in peace