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PillarofClay
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Hello everyone, long time lurker here.
I’m a 22 year old guy who is enraptured by my Faith. But I am afraid I have developed problems because of my fervor.
I need prayer for Humility and Wisdom. I was asked this past Sunday to join the Core Team for our Lifeteen group at my church. While it is an honor, I am very frightened by the aspect of committing to this. I understand myself and my heart, and that is was scares me.
I have worked very hard to keep myself humble when speaking to others, even if I am not completely humble in my mind. I pray for the wisdom to articulate my words carefully when discussing my Faith with others.
This is why I am afraid of being placed in a position of Authority or Influence… because it is what I want. I want that authority because, in my mind, I feel that I can teach or lead others to becoming true soldiers of Christ. But Power is a smooth sower of corruption.
I see the world in black and white, there is right and then there is wrong. Decisions I see as easily made, seem to be more difficult for others to make. I have no problem with telling someone that their opinion goes against Church Doctrine and am easily angered when they do not care. I have trouble understanding why people can’t stand for their Faith without hesitation, in all aspects. I can feel these views cause me to become Self Righteous and Arrogant.
So please, pray for me.
I’m a 22 year old guy who is enraptured by my Faith. But I am afraid I have developed problems because of my fervor.
I need prayer for Humility and Wisdom. I was asked this past Sunday to join the Core Team for our Lifeteen group at my church. While it is an honor, I am very frightened by the aspect of committing to this. I understand myself and my heart, and that is was scares me.
I have worked very hard to keep myself humble when speaking to others, even if I am not completely humble in my mind. I pray for the wisdom to articulate my words carefully when discussing my Faith with others.
This is why I am afraid of being placed in a position of Authority or Influence… because it is what I want. I want that authority because, in my mind, I feel that I can teach or lead others to becoming true soldiers of Christ. But Power is a smooth sower of corruption.
I see the world in black and white, there is right and then there is wrong. Decisions I see as easily made, seem to be more difficult for others to make. I have no problem with telling someone that their opinion goes against Church Doctrine and am easily angered when they do not care. I have trouble understanding why people can’t stand for their Faith without hesitation, in all aspects. I can feel these views cause me to become Self Righteous and Arrogant.
So please, pray for me.
