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theresiadeviany
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a year ago i had experience the most painful and traumatized moment. i had been best friend with my 2 friends for 3 years approx, then suddenly, they started to ignore me and i lashed out. after that, they both always together and avoiding me and I tried to apologize and they said whats done is done. Even when i start a conversation with them, they ignore me like a ghost. 3 months later one of them started apologizing and we become friend and get along. I have problem with this person who is not apologizing… i mean its okay if she doesnt apologize… but i dont know why i cannot stare her eyes and i feel fear around her… everytime there is her, suddenly my surrounding feel like everyone likes her more and im nothing… my personality and her is very opposite where as im very quiet. she likes to compare me with herself infront of everyone becuse we have the same goal but she always achieve it first and brag it… honestly, i feel so sad and hurt…weirdly, sometimes she forgot my name and all the gift that i gave her she forgot meanwhile she remember others. i mean i have a feeling that she doesnt do it intentionally… but, im hurt and i dont know how to cope it… i thought the problem is with her, but i guess its my fault too… its easter now and i want changes, i want to feel the presence of Jesus… please pray for me and happy easter.