kramerbaby:
I have a few questions to ask. First of all, is it a sin to start praying the rosary while in bed, and not finish it because I fall asleep? And another thing: I have started a routine where I say the prayers I know every night while in bed at night, then I will say the rosary or the Chaplet of Divine Mercy before I fall asleep. I do it so often now. It has gotten to the point where I am not able to fall asleep until I say the rosary or chaplet. I will lay for an hour or more, and I finally get fed up with it and start praying. Anyone else have this happen to them? Why is this happening?
Dear Kramerbaby
You are simply lovely, purely lovely, just GREAT! Most souls alive on this planet don’t care whether they pray or not and there are you beautiful soul asking these things, simply beautiful of you.
No is the answer, it isn’t a sin if you fall asleep in prayer, the apostles were supposed to remain awake and Christ didn’t admonish them, Christ said, the spirit is willing, just as you would love and are willing to stay wake, but your flesh is weak, just like those great men. No you have not sinned at all. I have fallen asleep before the Blessed sacrament, why? in His peace I slept, so lovely and peaceful was His presence. Don’t even worry about this, there is nothing more grand than to fall asleep with the name of Jesus upon your lips in prayer, even if you do not finish your prayer, Jesus loves your heart for your eyes holding out until they couldn’t any longer in His name.
Many times I have fallen asleep praying and woken in the night still praying, that did make me laugh at myself to wake and be saying the name of Jesus, my prayer did not end in falling alseep it continued in my sleep, just as prayer does not end in the day once said it continues in the day throughout in the presence of God in all we do.
Sometimes when we pray set formal prayers whether they are a devotion or not, we may have things that the Lord knows we need to discuss with Him and this is perhaps why you have said so much of the Rosary etc and then been led into praying what is needed to say to the Lord. Trust the Holy Spirit, pray one decade well of the Rosary at least, then do not worry dear friend. I have read many of your posts and you are on the high road.
God Bless you and much love and peace to you
Teresa