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lynnehelen
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My father, a scientist, is 81. There has been a bitter struggle in my family for thirty years. My father’s father was Irish Catholic in England. His mother was Anglican.
I fear he may be dying even now, for some reason I have fear he may pass in the night at any time, and he lost his faith to scienteering in hi-tech and I fear for him as he nears final end.
He has sinned greatly against me in his life and is too proud to return to the faith of his youth, understand his mistakes, and repent.
I have repented of the sins into which I was led through his sins against me, a total destruction of my adult life.
I pray that this helps towards HIS redemption and that he is able to be redeemed. My mother is younger than him and they have led each other in error. She claims not to believe at all but I don’t think she really knows her own mind.
At this critical moment in my own life, as I bounce back from divorce and relocation near to them, and near to my son who my ex-husband sent to them, I pray for us all, as I have been very ill for a long time, any of us could go at any time, my son has issues including a severe eye injury and a former severe drug habit, and broken fine bones in his hands from punching doors and walls at the old house.
I have been in constant prayer for years and now push comes to shove as I truly fear for my father tonight, the Lord tells me to, as I fight through the situation for the best possible outcome for all, slept all day, will be up all night, fighting, praying…
Also for my ex-husband, who had a serious head injury, all of us are at risk. And my father turned him, my ex-husband, and my son, who the Lord holds I am sure, away from faith.
My father had a mild stroke 19 years ago just after my son was born which caused cognitive difficulties, which is a huge aspect of the situation, as he caved at that point and gave in to his illness after struggling with that time which was critical for every person in my family, my brother and sister as well. There’s been no one at the helm. He just pretended.
For the sake of his sorrowful passion
Have mercy on us
And on the whole world.
Amen.
I fear he may be dying even now, for some reason I have fear he may pass in the night at any time, and he lost his faith to scienteering in hi-tech and I fear for him as he nears final end.
He has sinned greatly against me in his life and is too proud to return to the faith of his youth, understand his mistakes, and repent.
I have repented of the sins into which I was led through his sins against me, a total destruction of my adult life.
I pray that this helps towards HIS redemption and that he is able to be redeemed. My mother is younger than him and they have led each other in error. She claims not to believe at all but I don’t think she really knows her own mind.
At this critical moment in my own life, as I bounce back from divorce and relocation near to them, and near to my son who my ex-husband sent to them, I pray for us all, as I have been very ill for a long time, any of us could go at any time, my son has issues including a severe eye injury and a former severe drug habit, and broken fine bones in his hands from punching doors and walls at the old house.
I have been in constant prayer for years and now push comes to shove as I truly fear for my father tonight, the Lord tells me to, as I fight through the situation for the best possible outcome for all, slept all day, will be up all night, fighting, praying…
Also for my ex-husband, who had a serious head injury, all of us are at risk. And my father turned him, my ex-husband, and my son, who the Lord holds I am sure, away from faith.
My father had a mild stroke 19 years ago just after my son was born which caused cognitive difficulties, which is a huge aspect of the situation, as he caved at that point and gave in to his illness after struggling with that time which was critical for every person in my family, my brother and sister as well. There’s been no one at the helm. He just pretended.
For the sake of his sorrowful passion
Have mercy on us
And on the whole world.
Amen.

