L
LizzieBelle82
Guest
I am just now beginning the RCIA process. My first informal class is tonight with the formal ones beginning in September.
Basically I am full of fear of messing things up. I know that sounds pretty vague and possibly ridiculous, but my whole life I’ve not felt good enough and I have screwed up a LOT of things…most everything I’ve ever attempted. Add to that a deep-rooted shyness and my being introverted because of fear AND a ton of health issues and I’m an emotional mess right now.
I KNOW this is the right thing – my converting. But I don’t want to go through it with fear of messing up or being rejected or ____ (fill in the blank). I just need prayers to help me let the fear go and accept peace in my heart for once. Thank you in advance.
(I read the rules and everything and hope I am posting this correctly.)
Basically I am full of fear of messing things up. I know that sounds pretty vague and possibly ridiculous, but my whole life I’ve not felt good enough and I have screwed up a LOT of things…most everything I’ve ever attempted. Add to that a deep-rooted shyness and my being introverted because of fear AND a ton of health issues and I’m an emotional mess right now.
I KNOW this is the right thing – my converting. But I don’t want to go through it with fear of messing up or being rejected or ____ (fill in the blank). I just need prayers to help me let the fear go and accept peace in my heart for once. Thank you in advance.
(I read the rules and everything and hope I am posting this correctly.)