It’s very hard when one is going through this sort of dilemma. It can really wear one out…so I ask God for peace and clarity for you, Fin. Please God you’ll recognise the signs when they come. May God give you the courage and trust to live His dream for and through you.
Translate me into Your own terms
Dear God, I choose to love You truly and to allow You to love and serve others through me. I want to live Your dream of me fully, but I may misinterpret Your will and inspiration as it refracts through my emotions and mental processes. Please nevertheless fulfil all that You desire through my life and prayer.
Flood Your love to others though all my efforts and errors. Grant me faith, fidelity, wisdom and prayer…Let me be the person who You dream me to be, so that Your desire for Yourself and for each soul You place in my care or influence is generously fulfilled.
Translate me into Your own terms as I come contritely and gropingly before You in humble trust, with my imperfect efforts. I know that You have mercy on good intentions even if these are misguided. Yet please let me know Your will—for You have said, “I will instruct you, and teach you the way to go; I will watch over you and be your adviser.” (Psalm 32: v. 8) Bless you, Fin, and may you know, and live, God’s will for your life. Trishie
