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I have been burnt out with the Roman Catholic Church for many years now. It was extremely hard for me to grow up in the Church I only every so briefly enjoyed it, but remained because there were times I did value it…, but now It isn’t getting better only worse. I would have worshiped at home long before the wuhan flu if I could have, now since its’ arrival it has been a blessing for me, at least I am no longer tormented with being around people i do not want to be around. An i can mute homilies an bad singing now. Mass at home is my last leg. I guess what I am asking prayers that I can let go of the anger an resentment at the church in general, and those religious and clergy who have done irreparable damage to my faith and quality of life. An prayers that I can be at peace in my own home an enjoy at the very least worshiping at home with online mass or via tv broadcasts. That I wont feel the need to mute homilies and wont feel the need to mute terrible music and singing. I’ll be back to the physical church at Easter , granted i will be waiting out side until it is time for Communion. The Good Lord has seen to give me many crosses to bear, and has added on these problems that have been building with me and the church… If anything maybe a prayer that He takes these new crosses an maybe a few of the old ones back. If God sees fit to leave me at the state I am in, if this is to be my purgatory now so I don’t have to suffer it later, I just ask that I can at least keep going with Mass from home an make it to the end.
