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JLCecilia
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Please continue to pray for us. Two months later, DH is still on mandatory OT. We need the extra money, but it still isn’t enough, so his absolutely insane work schedule doesn’t really feel worth it. We are both just run down and tired all the time. Last week, I vented to a co-worker who sympathized with me about work stress. Today I learn that I am going to have to go for a day for some education 2 hours away from home. I get heartsick everytime I’m scheduled to go on the road. I am still pumping and I really need to pump every hour, but I can’t really do that all day long at a meeting. It’s also hard to leave my husband to do all the work with the kids b/c I have to leave at dawn. As much as I complain about him not being helpful, I really worry about him going from waking 20 minutes before it’s time to leave to taking on the full load (including a breastfed baby and a near impossible 4yo). Guess I can just have a bottle ready and breakfast ready before I leave.
It will be okay . . .Just hate neither of us having the energy for one another or our kids or any of the other things we’d like to do.
It will be okay . . .Just hate neither of us having the energy for one another or our kids or any of the other things we’d like to do.