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MariaRita5
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Hi everybody. I don’t want to get into too much detail and throw a big pity party for myself, but I struggle with scrupulosity OCD mostly in the form of bad thoughts (blasphemous, vulgar, impure, cruel) that I struggle to get rid of. It makes me feel frustrated, sad, scared, and alone. I am getting the appropriate help after a year of ineffective therapy. This Lent I’m working on having more confidence in God and His love for me and loving Him back more fiercely instead of getting drawn into the garbage that is constantly in my head. And I’m working on not doing compulsions which is so hard and sometimes so frustrating. I didn’t want to ask for advice, just for prayers for courage and perseverance. Struggling with your mind is a hard battle with many pitfalls, and I make mistakes every day. And if anybody else is struggling with something similar, let me know, and I will pray for you. Let’s support each other! Thanks guys.