I, too, lost my job of some 20 years. I know exactly how difficult it is to secure a good job after so long. And I worked menial, humiliating jobs - which I was grateful to have - just to keep a roof over my head, while I was waiting for God to bless me with suitable employment.
God never gives us less than we need, nor more than we can handle, so long as we are open to receive His grace.
When I am overwhelmed and feel devistated, I turn to my favorite passage in scripture:
*MT 14:22-33 [Jesus] made the disciples get into the boat and **precede him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowds. After doing so, he went up on the mountain by himself to pray. When it was evening he was there alone. Meanwhile the boat, already a few miles offshore, was being tossed about by the waves, for the wind was against it. During the fourth watch of the night, he came toward them, walking on the sea. When the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. “It is a ghost,” they said, and they cried out in fear. At once Jesus spoke to them, “Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid.” Peter said to him in reply, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.” He said, “Come.” Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw how strong the wind was he became frightened; and, beginning to sink, he cried out, “Lord, save me!” Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, *“Truly, you are the Son of God.”
The disciples in the boat are us. The wind and waves are all the chaos in our lives. Through the chaos, Jesus comes to us and says, “Trust me completely. Keep your eyes on me. Step out and walk on the water.” But Jesus knows that we are human, and our eyes will be drawn away from him. He is standing there waiting for us, though, to reach out our hands and say, “Lord, save me!” And the moment we ask, He grabs us up out of our despair.
Trust Jesus. He loves you and will take care of you, if you but humbly accept his help.