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Izzy1
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So today I was reading for the Sunday youth mass and I was feeling really hot today so I wore half sleeves to church . As I was reading I realised that I hadn’t worn full sleeves and my self harm cuts were visible…I read my part after which I went to my place to sit and tried my best to conceal it which resulted in me fiddling with my arm a lot which I never do otherwise…after mass in my church we have to go wth the priest and altar servers behind into the sacristy for a blessing and then we can disperse …when I went to the priest for my blessing after he blessed me he kinda looked at my hand and he asked me what was that on my arm …I told him I feel down and cut my hand in some bushes …I don’t think he bought it though…after that he told me to meet him in his office tomorrow to discuss it …and after he said that I kinda snapped at him and told him no I’m not interested and ran from there …this priest is a new priest to our parish and I’ve seen him only once before because he conducted my confirmation retreat …idk what to do now …I’m scared …I don’t want to talk to him but if I don’t go he might tell my parents something …and I definitely don’t wanna see him cause I feel ashamed for snaps f at him but I was put on the spot and I was frustrated …what should I do I’m soo confused