Rien,
I sure hope they don’t ban you for being honest. In my opinion, we are living through the Great Apostasy that was predicted in the Bible and by many saints. In the Great Apostasy there will be many victims and many casualties. God will be with us during this terrible crisis, but we must do our part and pray for guidance.
There are many who are blind to what is taking place before their very eyes… and the devil does his best to keep them that way.
Your eyes were opened, and you can see the apostasy for what it is. But that is just the first step. Once our eyes are open we have to pray for the grace to handle the situation properly. It is EXTREMELY easy to fall into error in one way or the other.
You say that you left the Church. In my opinion, that is the wrong way to handle it. God gave you the grace to see the apostasy around you, but not so that you would abandon the Church He founded. That is not what He wants from you.
God opened your eyes so that you can join the fight for the faith, rather than blindly following the blind as so many are doing. The Church is in a terrible crisis and it needs people like you to stand firm in the faith and resist the corruption that is destroying it. In this crisis our Lord is calling you to stand firm for the faith for the sake of His Church.
Do you know how many of the saints actually desired to live in our day of apostasy? There were many. They wanted the opportunity to stand firm for the faith to prove their love for God.
You have been given the opportunity that the saints wanted. What they desired is what you have… and you have been given the grace to see what many cannot see. Now it is time for you to make the most of it. The following words apply to you…
Our Lad of LaSallette (approved apparition): “I make an urgent appeal to the earth. I call on the true disciples of the living God who reigns in Heaven; I call on the true followers of Christ made man, the only true Saviour of men; I call on My children, the true faithful, those who have given themselves to Me so that I may lead them to My divine Son, those whom I carry in My arms, so to speak, those who have lived on My spirit. Finally,
I call on the Apostles of the Last Days, the faithful disciples of Jesus Christ who have lived in scorn for the world and for themselves, in poverty and in humility, in scorn and in silence, in prayer and in mortification, in chastity and in union with God, in suffering and unknown to the world. It is time they came out and filled the world with light. Go and reveal yourselves to be my cherished children. I am at your side and within you, provided that your faith is the light which shines upon you in these unhappy days. May your zeal make you famished for the glory and the honor of Jesus Christ. Fight, children of light, you, the few who can see. For now is the time of all times, the end of all ends.”
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