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ScaredRn
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Hello, so the last question I posted you guys were awesome so thanks for that! Basically when I was 14, it was my first time in a Catholic school rather than public school (I had Sunday Classes when I was little). Basically, I went in and soon enough I started fearing hell, so I repented and turned to Christ. I fell away from repenting but always believed in Christ and still loved him and recently I’ve come back. But my question is am I truly born again if I never really wanted to read the Bible or even learn about God? I always wanted to de the bare minimum I guess and just repented to avoid hell. I stopped wearing my Cross because I don’t want people to look at me and say that is what a Christian is. I have OCD and scrupulosity (undiagnosed) and am constantly afraid I sold my soul or committed the unpardonable sin. I am just not in a good spot with the faith so I guess my questions are: can I stop repenting and be forgiven? It’s not apostasy since I still believe in Christ. Can I be forgiven for committing a sin that I thought was unforgivable but wasn’t, but I still did it anyway? Have I been born again or just been religious? I don’t want to serve God out of fear, so I feel stuck because I feel unforgivable, but still want to seek forgiveness, and unrepentant but repent out of fear of not being able to be forgiven. Like I still love God and Christ but I just feel lost. I know I sound like a mess but I’m in the eye of the storm sorta-speak. Sorry for such a long message, thank you in advance everyone so I don’t have to spam the post 
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