Relationship with the passers-by

[blybly]

Hello guys, want to tell a brief history of my. A couple of years ago I was a lazy person, I did not believe in God (for sad reason i being atheist) and I was fat, yes, the fat man
One day I got bored with the fact that I can not love myself. And the idea of respect myself does not arise, but I took for himself, and God helped me to come to normal life that I have not felt yet, in a moment when I lost weight I still have not thought about God, I was still stupid grudge against him for that until now regret, and of course my ego is awakened and I have continued his existence is not the most sensible in this world, but as the good-looking guy with a normal body.
But it’s in the past few months I have looked all my life and cleared the rest of my life from dirty thoughts and actions. Actually at the moment I am still concerned about the one issue related to the passers-by, I really do not want to be the same after i had losing weight, and other self-centered, I ceased to exercise my ego looks and words/actions from my life, cause it is wrong to be selfish.
But inside is still a part of me is torn to prove that, i was like: “Look at me, I’m cool” and as soon as I can see a beautiful girl on the street I’m having such thoughts. I dressed modestly but with style, without the vulgarity. No vulgarity and other male-animal instincts at all actually, thanks to God.
However, even after all the attention from passers-by what is required of me, and fight it hard enough, and so, if I continue to drive away from himself manifestations of vanity (I’m right about this?) or a natural process, and I’d better concentrate on preparing for christening ?

Thanks guys, sorry for a long story, actually i just need a answer but i think it would helps you all to give me right answer, right?

 

[E_7]

Yep, Vanity. Personally, I find vain men not handsome at all, not good-looking, unattractive, a turn-off.

You can start by changing your way of thinking. Instead of “what people will think of me”, change it to “What God will think of me.”

And it’s great that you lost some weight! it means you like to take care of that body which is not yours but God’s.

 

[blybly]

Thank you, guess this tip is actually helps me, good idea