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Maggie_the_Catholic
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Hello fellow Catholics, Let’s get straight to the point. For a year I wanted to be a nun. That’s all I ever thought about. Now I want to be a wife but I feel a tug to be a Nun. I do not want to be a Nun anymore yet I know that’s if it was meant to be I’d eventually go. My mother wanted to be a nun for years, then she meet my father and had 3 kids, her mother wanted to be a nun for a while but she too got married and had 4 kids. Both stayed religious for a long time but my mother isn’t a practicing Catholic. Only a Catholic in name really. I swore to Jesus that if he’d let me be a Wife, I would let Him use me to bring forth Saints and that I’d raise them to be True Catholics and that Id stay religious and implement Convent life into my daily life. I am 15. I need to feel secure not afraid of this. Its like this, I want children and a husband, yet I want to give God my time and prayers all day forever. I know many saints are mothers and still had time for many things like adoration and etc but maybe I’m not meant to be a mother? I’m so sad over this.