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TheDumbFox
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Hey all,
So about 6 months ago I discerned out of a religious community. I was only in Postulancy but still really had a hard time making the decision to leave. Please pray for me.
Anyway, my question is about something that’s not really that big of a deal but I’m still kind of curious about.
While I was living in this semi-monastic community, I noticed myself missing two things about my former life…1.) Knowing what was going on in the news. I have always kept up with the news and politics and not knowing what was going on made me upset sometimes, especially when serving the poor or interacting with lay people who knew all about the news. Then the added frustration came in when having to hear them tell me about it with their added twist. Not being able to look up online any info really got to me. And 2.) Not having access to the Arts. So I’m really interested in Classical music, literature, and art and not being allowed to participate and enjoy the beauty which comes from those things really upset me. I found myself missing being able to listen to Bach or read a good wholesome book.
I have this feeling that my sentiments might not be the best about these things. Are they attachments that a religious should not have? Not that they were my main reason for departure, but should they have played a role in my discernment at all? Can anyone provide me with information or quotes from what the saints might have thought on this matter? To me I kind of think that they would consider it being attached to the things of the world, but I don’t know. Any help or thoughts on this matter would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!
So about 6 months ago I discerned out of a religious community. I was only in Postulancy but still really had a hard time making the decision to leave. Please pray for me.
Anyway, my question is about something that’s not really that big of a deal but I’m still kind of curious about.
While I was living in this semi-monastic community, I noticed myself missing two things about my former life…1.) Knowing what was going on in the news. I have always kept up with the news and politics and not knowing what was going on made me upset sometimes, especially when serving the poor or interacting with lay people who knew all about the news. Then the added frustration came in when having to hear them tell me about it with their added twist. Not being able to look up online any info really got to me. And 2.) Not having access to the Arts. So I’m really interested in Classical music, literature, and art and not being allowed to participate and enjoy the beauty which comes from those things really upset me. I found myself missing being able to listen to Bach or read a good wholesome book.
I have this feeling that my sentiments might not be the best about these things. Are they attachments that a religious should not have? Not that they were my main reason for departure, but should they have played a role in my discernment at all? Can anyone provide me with information or quotes from what the saints might have thought on this matter? To me I kind of think that they would consider it being attached to the things of the world, but I don’t know. Any help or thoughts on this matter would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!