For the moment I am focused on “Mere Christianity” and trying to wrestle with that first (the church I have been visiting is “Anglo-Catholic”, not really in the Reformed tradition completely… they have rituals similar to Catholic or Orthodox but the beliefs are Episcopalian). I have some issues with certain papal doctrines (infallability, transubstantiation) and I’m not convinced all the Gospels are absolutely authoritative, nor is church tradition. I think at best we can get close but we cannot be certain of anything, which is a good reason to ultimately search for God yourself at some point and not totally hand that over to other people. I think apostolic succession isn’t thoroughly convincing, a certain point I’m not convinced of it- I don’t see how Peter got in Rome, for one thing. I think God works in alot of different ways, I have no desire to get involved in sectarianism.