My Mom died about 4.5 years ago. I had only just started going back to church after a hiatus of about 40 years. When she died my brothers asked if any of us would like a portion of mom’s ashes. Three of us did. I put them in a tiny urn in my home. Now after reading much about this, I feel guilty and wonder what I should do with them? Should I scatter them atop of her grave? I’m in my 60s and worry what would happen to them after I die. Please advise me, without admonishing me please. Thank you.