Self Doubt and loneliness

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I was born in Abu Dhabi , United Arab Emirates . I passed my CBSE Board exams with 94%
marks , and am dreaming of becoming a doctor. I am ethnically an Indian , so
I moved back to India in the hope of joining a medical college when I was 17. I wrote the AIPMT exam 2 times
and I did not get a good rank. Whenever I used and even now when I sit to
study I just don’t have the confidence that I will clear the exam with an
exceptionally high rank so as to study in a government medical college. To
make matters worse and strip of the little hope I had I was molested by my
very own uncle who was my guardian here in India. But i immediately informed
my mother who came here and protected me to an extent .
But I feel so hopeless and lonely within. All my friends who scored way
little marks for exams than me are now in college , studying their desired
courses , using their influence or money . My other friend’s who scored just
like me got exceptional ranks in the respective entrance exams. Sometimes I feel my family’s entire world turned upside down after
I was born… I want to stop being the embarassment and failure in my family… I would love to know people genuinely praying , supporting and guiding me…
 
We hold you, your family, and your intentions in our prayers, especially strength in your faith and hope in God’s Will, that He urges you to do your best and what is good, but also to be patient and accept that you cannot control all things.
 
May holy Mary, and all the saints, intercede for us this day with the Lord that we may be helped and protected by him who lives and reigns forever and ever.
 
Prayers for you.

I too, had a difficult time with exams and have a similar abusive history. I am so glad your mother was able to defend you. It was not the same for me What I can tell you is that God’s design is greater than our eyes can see or imagine. The trials we go through while painful have helped me immensely in my life’s work. I see that now, but for many years I had to just completely put my trust in God. I am here for a reason. You are here for a reason, trust in God and all will be revealed in His time. Work hard, pray harder.

God bless.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†
 
Praying for you for sure…God bless. Just said a prayer for you now that you will find solace and a cure for loneliness in God and that he would bring you the right people in your life that will enrich and bless you in your walk with God. May the virgin Mary also pray for you.
 
Holy Michael the Archangel defend us in the day of battle.
Be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
by the Power of God,
thrust down to hell satan and all the wicked spirits,
who wander through the world for the ruin of souls.
Amen.

Remember, O most loving Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession and was left forsaken. Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you I come, before you I stand, a sorrowful sinner. Despise not my words, O Mother of the Word, but in your mercy, hear and answer me.
Amen
 
Irene_Jose_Oomm said:
I want to stop being the embarassment and failure in my family… I would love to know people genuinely praying , supporting and guiding me…
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You should be, and in no way are, an embarrassment, to you, to us, the Holy Mother of the Church, and to Christ and our father. You have nothing to feel shameful for. If there is any shame anywhere to be found, it rightfully belongs to the person who harmed you as a child.

You should be proud of your accomplishments. Solicit the help of the Holy mother, the Saints who work with her and are in communion with God. In times of great fear and loneliness I find that by asking for their help, posting here, and praying the Rosary, great comfort. You are never alone, as the spirit of the Holy Trinity is with you.

We all support and pray for you.
:gopray:

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.
 
:gopray:

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end
Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thy intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy, hear and answer me. Amen

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our safe-guard against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray; and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all evil spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls. Amen.

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I don’t believe you are an embarrassment. Praying for you.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen

Our Father, who art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy name,
Thy kingdom come,
Thy will be done,
On earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day, our daily bread,
And, forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
Lead us not into temptation,
But, deliver us from evil. Amen

Glory be to the Father,
And to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit,
As it was in the beginning,
Is now and ever shall be,
World without end. Amen.
 
Irene_Jose_Oomm said:
I was born in Abu Dhabi , United Arab Emirates . I passed my CBSE Board exams with 94%
marks , and am dreaming of becoming a doctor. I am ethnically an Indian , so
I moved back to India in the hope of joining a medical college when I was 17. I wrote the AIPMT exam 2 times
and I did not get a good rank. Whenever I used and even now when I sit to
study I just don’t have the confidence that I will clear the exam with an
exceptionally high rank so as to study in a government medical college. To
make matters worse and strip of the little hope I had I was molested by my
very own uncle who was my guardian here in India. But i immediately informed
my mother who came here and protected me to an extent .
But I feel so hopeless and lonely within. All my friends who scored way
little marks for exams than me are now in college , studying their desired
courses , using their influence or money . My other friend’s who scored just
like me got exceptional ranks in the respective entrance exams. Sometimes I feel my family’s entire world turned upside down after
I was born… I want to stop being the embarassment and failure in my family… I would love to know people genuinely praying , supporting and guiding me…
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Praying for you, your family and your intentions.
 
Hello Irene,
I’m in medical school and it is extremely difficult without everything you have going on in your life.I can’t imagine how hard it is for you, but hang in there! Will pray for you!
 
I had someone I once knew who felt so terrible after something similar that she tried to commit suicide but survived. She later told us a book was helpful to her, “Healing the Child Within”.

Can you get counseling for this trauma and abuse? Some people who suffer abuse experience symptoms of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, benefit from therapy of one kind or another, counseling and/or medication. Can you get some attention for all that you’ve been subjected to? Since this was by a relative, it involves even more of a problem with issues of trust.

In the US, they have support groups for all kinds of issues, but there might not be anything like that where you are currently are.

I’m sorry it’s been so hard for you.

I’ll say a prayer for you.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women and
Blessed is the Fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death. Amen. :gopray:
 
You are no embarrassment to us. You have my prayers for your success.

Praying that the Lord may guide you and strengthen you with all necessary graces.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen
 
Pray to the Holy Spirit to guide and enlighten you - I’m sure I would never have got through any exams without the confidence He gave me! Also the little prayer ‘Oh Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place all my trust in You’ can be said anywhere and everywhere. Do not think of yourself as an embarrassment or a failure. From what you have said, you sound like a very strong person to have come through so much. Put your whole life in the hands of Christ and He will not fail you.
‘In this world you will have tribulation, but be of good faith, I have overcome the world’.
Praying for you.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†
 
Praying that the Lord may guide you and strengthen you with all necessary graces.

O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
 
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