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This is kind of a stupid question… My DH and I don’t have a very loving relationship right now. There are lots of reasons. We’re not hateful to each other. I just feel more like room mates that sleep together (and by ‘sleep’, I only mean sleep) 
So anyway, after some dark and depressing times, I’ve decided to read those books “Proper Care and Feeding of Husbands” and “Proper Care and Feeding of marriage”. I just bought them online.
My question is, how do I read these without my husband knowing? If he knew I was reading them I’d be really embarrassed. I’m not sure why. Our communication really sucks… I’m not taking full blame but I know some of it IS my fault (I do feel that I communicate more than he does)
I really don’t want to read them at work either. The last thing I need is my co-workers gossiping about my marriage… and they would just LOVE to.

So anyway, after some dark and depressing times, I’ve decided to read those books “Proper Care and Feeding of Husbands” and “Proper Care and Feeding of marriage”. I just bought them online.
My question is, how do I read these without my husband knowing? If he knew I was reading them I’d be really embarrassed. I’m not sure why. Our communication really sucks… I’m not taking full blame but I know some of it IS my fault (I do feel that I communicate more than he does)
I really don’t want to read them at work either. The last thing I need is my co-workers gossiping about my marriage… and they would just LOVE to.