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Hi everyone!
I’m a final-year university student majoring in law. I picked law when I came into university because I thought that it’d fit my love for writing. Over time, although I realized that law was good for me because of several other reasons along the way, no company in this field wants to hire me based on blind application. Even referrals aren’t working. I’ve two disabilities (I have a walking and hearing impairment), but no company has told me that they’ve any difficulties with my disabilities. Some say that I’m not the right fit for the firm, amongst a list of other reasons. Even my professors in this school tell me to take up the lowest-grade career in law. I’m trying my best academically (my grades are average, not too bad thankfully) and going for more internships than other students to build on my practical knowledge, but I feel that no one appreciates my diligence and perseverance and resilience despite having two disabilities.
So here’s the question - Should I give up pursuing my career in law, or should I do something else?
I prayed to Saint Therese of Lisieux, Saint Joseph, Our Lady, St Catherine of Genoa, and to Our Lord two weeks ago and after my prayers one night, I got a revelation to pursue a career in Y (I wish not to disclose). I’ve been building up my portfolio in Y even before going into university, but never seriously considered taking a major in Y. So, I decided to apply for a job or an internship last week on my own without any referral (I was referred by someone to the companies when I applied for my legal internships), and within less than a week, I secured an internship offer!
I’m feeling so scared, because I don’t know whether I’m doing the right thing or not. Half of me refuses to give up on pursuing a career in law because I hope that if I try one more time, I’ll get it (although the other half of me knows that I’ve already applied to at least 3 companies in the past few weeks and none has gotten back to me). The other half of me wants to take the risk and go into Y. But what if I fail in Y as well for whatever reason? Where’s God leading me towards?
I’m torn. Anyone here who can advise me on whether God’s leading me the right way, or just my desire to escape from challenges that’s leading me instead?
I’m a final-year university student majoring in law. I picked law when I came into university because I thought that it’d fit my love for writing. Over time, although I realized that law was good for me because of several other reasons along the way, no company in this field wants to hire me based on blind application. Even referrals aren’t working. I’ve two disabilities (I have a walking and hearing impairment), but no company has told me that they’ve any difficulties with my disabilities. Some say that I’m not the right fit for the firm, amongst a list of other reasons. Even my professors in this school tell me to take up the lowest-grade career in law. I’m trying my best academically (my grades are average, not too bad thankfully) and going for more internships than other students to build on my practical knowledge, but I feel that no one appreciates my diligence and perseverance and resilience despite having two disabilities.
So here’s the question - Should I give up pursuing my career in law, or should I do something else?
I prayed to Saint Therese of Lisieux, Saint Joseph, Our Lady, St Catherine of Genoa, and to Our Lord two weeks ago and after my prayers one night, I got a revelation to pursue a career in Y (I wish not to disclose). I’ve been building up my portfolio in Y even before going into university, but never seriously considered taking a major in Y. So, I decided to apply for a job or an internship last week on my own without any referral (I was referred by someone to the companies when I applied for my legal internships), and within less than a week, I secured an internship offer!
I’m feeling so scared, because I don’t know whether I’m doing the right thing or not. Half of me refuses to give up on pursuing a career in law because I hope that if I try one more time, I’ll get it (although the other half of me knows that I’ve already applied to at least 3 companies in the past few weeks and none has gotten back to me). The other half of me wants to take the risk and go into Y. But what if I fail in Y as well for whatever reason? Where’s God leading me towards?
I’m torn. Anyone here who can advise me on whether God’s leading me the right way, or just my desire to escape from challenges that’s leading me instead?