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bona_fides_1
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Well the good news here is that you have balanced the decision tree. Instead of rejecting one position as insane you have elected the more reasonable thing - you are processing credible differences and admitting fallibility and accepting that you can learn something. Now you just need to trust that God gave you the means to learn and discern the truth to the degree sufficient to benefit yourself and others too. The benefit of the doubt opens up the small epsilon where God can come in and illumine with faith. This is what Catholics here have been trying to tell you - that reason alone can get us to general acceptance of God (there are plenty of clues of God’s fingerprints all over Creation and History). But faith withour reason is as crippled as reason is without faith. They are two inseparable faces of the same coin of truth for us of human estate. Expect good things to happen now and for lights of insight to start flashing - and don’t think you are crazy if you dream new dreams and start to see things in a different light and it starts to make sense…lol, the opposite is actually happening to be honest. Instead of you making me think that these people aren’t crazy after all, you have honestly made me a lot less certain about the things that I believe.
Who’s reality is real? My heart is telling me one thing and faustina’s visions (among others) tell me a completely different thing. Should I trust myself, or should I trust faustina, or should I trust neither and believe we are both a little crazy. To be honest I just don’t know at this point. Hopefully God will show me the way.
Consider too that a loving God (if He exists) who wants us to love Him could never bully us or intimidate us into loving Him through a bold presentation of His majesty. That would be petty and insincere and make a mockery of love. No, a loving God wooing His creatures would veil Himself in modesty behind Creation so we would not be intimidated or awed by His magnificence. But how vast is Creation and how intimidating the veil? So much more so the Creator. What better way for a Divine Spiritual Being to get our attention than to speak through a few saintly individuals and in the metaphors of material Creation? Concepts are more important than the physical things that are used to manifest them - yet there is a recursion principle too I think. See at night those large vast dark regions of space contrasted by clusters of bright twinkling stars? There’s a divine principal here - ratios of light to dark and the power of contrast. That’s just the sort of thing that should get us all looking “up” and pondering “what’s that all about”? There are hints all around us. Personally I feel like we are all blatantly being invited to “come hither” and come to something grand. Everything around us seems to support our existence and give us things to “do” and wonder over. I say it’s time to look around a bit and consider where we fit into all this and meet what’s behind it all…
BF