Something's wrong with me

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Ok so someone asked a question on yahoo! Answers about satanism. I don’t know much about it except there are theistic and levayen satanists. Well I looked at some of the answers and for some stupid, stupid reason I looked at a link a satanist posted in his answer and the link was showing how “black mass” went, I didn’t read most of it but I read two or three things and saw the sick, demented images they showed and I was literally gagging…well I closed it immediatly and tried to pray bt it was like i couldn’t. Like God wasn’t listening, I prayed the chaplet of divine mercy, with no effect, I’ve said hail ,marys, the prayer to saint Michael. The thing that’s wrong with me and really scaring me is my heart it hurts like the opposite of when I feel close to God. Its really creepy and I can’t sleep now…help?
 
It’s best not to read about that kind of stuff, it’s kind of an unhealthy curiosity that can cause “things” to mess with you. If the Lord wants you to know anything about the topic He’ll let you know in prayer or good catholic books on the topic

listen to this prayer at 39:43 it will help I promise(it will take a bit to load up(20 seconds or so)4marks.com/audio/details.html?audio_id=312
 
Go to confession as soon as you can.

Call and make an appt if you need to.

Say the St Michael prayer.

I will say a prayer for you.
 
In my previous post I didn’t write clear(sorry about that, it’s late) we have to be on guard and through looking up this kind of info you can have things mess with you. It’s best to stay far away from that kind of thing if that makes sense. try not to be curious about these those things because its dangerous.
the link i posted above is from Fr Muchado who is an amazing priest

also I wanted to send your this prayer

Sublime Queen of Heaven, exalted Lady of the Angels,
You have the power and commission given by God to
crush the head of satan; therefore, we humbly ask you
to send to our aid Your heavenly legions so that under
Your command and by Your power they may pursue the
hellish spirits, fight them everywhere, ward off their
imprudent attacks and fling them back into the abyss.
You Holy Angels and Archangels defend and protect us.
Good kind Mother, You remain always our love and our
hope. Mother of God, send us the Holy Angels and
Archangels to defend us and keep the evil one far
from us. Amen

and as violet81 said confess it.

remember the Lord is with you and Loves you very much. You’ll sleep well tonight in the arms of Our Lord and Our Lady
 
Violet81 & SeekingHisHeart: thanks to both of you!

PS SeekingHisHear: I loved that prayer and the audio thing lol
 
Great advice above. I will add this.
Get to mass as soon as possible.
You have been wounded by the enemy and wounds hurt. You need the salve, the medicine and the healing of the mass. If you cannot get to mass, go to the EWTN website and see if you can stream the daily mass from there. If not that, check on u-tube they have a number fo catholic masses - in whole or in part - available.

Spend time before the Tabernacle or at a perpetual adoration chapel
Praying and/or just resting so near to the divine presence can be very effective in healing your hurt.

Recognize the true hurt and problem.
You are concerned over what you saw and feel distanced from God. You have been wounded. But the wound is not one that turned you from God. Rather the wound you feel is from your Love for God and for Christ. It is a wound of Love.
The fact that you felt God was not near or that your prayers were not effective, was not because God wasn’t there, but rather that God knew your strength, you Love, and He allowed this “distance” so that you, wounded as you are, would be able to strengthen in Love and devotion and reliance on him.
Sort of like a wounded person who is in physical therapy. The therapist is there, but just out of reach so that the patient must struggle a bit in order to reach them.

I hope some of the above is helpful to you.

Peace
James
 
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