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andreatapner
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Hello, everyone.
After some research, I have made the decision that I want to become Catholic. I have a non-denominational background, and in a way, I’m still kind of a baby Christian. I started going to church in 2014, was baptized in 2016, but only started to take the faith more seriously recently (I’m 18 by the way). I feel like a bad Christian sometimes for having such profound doubts about the faith, and I’d like to ease them and put them to rest. Perhaps this is some kind of spiritual warfare going on because I’m about to become Catholic. I’m hoping that some of you can recommend reading materials coming from a historical perspective that prove Christianity. I want to know the history, from the very beginning of time. In my heart, I agree with Christianity, & sometimes it is so abundantly clear to me that it is true. I just can’t reconcile the history I’ve been learning about in my English class that took place in the years after the Reformation (such as the burning of people at the stake for heresy). I understand that humans will fall and get it wrong, it’s just that it often seems too corrupt to be true. Like how could the Church He made that Hades was not supposed to prevail against, have so much evil in it? Killing people for heresy seems so against the very doctrines of Christianity. But then again, we can look to common times & the “Christians” today who support abortion and a homosexual lifestyle. I also want to learn more about the Protestant Reformation in depth because I’ve heard some people say it was largely because of priests being corrupt in selling indulgences, and some say that they were never corrupt at all, and it was only a misunderstanding. Also, what about pre-Christian and Jewish times? When I was a Protestant Christian, I think my faith was more based on emotion because I didn’t really know anything about the history of Christianity – if I did I might have become Catholic much sooner! I just want to have a more firm faith based on solid historical and scientific evidence, not just my own anecdotal evidence, and I think that looking into history is the key to solving this conflict for me.
Thank you in advance!
After some research, I have made the decision that I want to become Catholic. I have a non-denominational background, and in a way, I’m still kind of a baby Christian. I started going to church in 2014, was baptized in 2016, but only started to take the faith more seriously recently (I’m 18 by the way). I feel like a bad Christian sometimes for having such profound doubts about the faith, and I’d like to ease them and put them to rest. Perhaps this is some kind of spiritual warfare going on because I’m about to become Catholic. I’m hoping that some of you can recommend reading materials coming from a historical perspective that prove Christianity. I want to know the history, from the very beginning of time. In my heart, I agree with Christianity, & sometimes it is so abundantly clear to me that it is true. I just can’t reconcile the history I’ve been learning about in my English class that took place in the years after the Reformation (such as the burning of people at the stake for heresy). I understand that humans will fall and get it wrong, it’s just that it often seems too corrupt to be true. Like how could the Church He made that Hades was not supposed to prevail against, have so much evil in it? Killing people for heresy seems so against the very doctrines of Christianity. But then again, we can look to common times & the “Christians” today who support abortion and a homosexual lifestyle. I also want to learn more about the Protestant Reformation in depth because I’ve heard some people say it was largely because of priests being corrupt in selling indulgences, and some say that they were never corrupt at all, and it was only a misunderstanding. Also, what about pre-Christian and Jewish times? When I was a Protestant Christian, I think my faith was more based on emotion because I didn’t really know anything about the history of Christianity – if I did I might have become Catholic much sooner! I just want to have a more firm faith based on solid historical and scientific evidence, not just my own anecdotal evidence, and I think that looking into history is the key to solving this conflict for me.
Thank you in advance!