Jenny,
In addition to the good advice you’ve already received, I would urge you to look for a spiritual director who is faithful to the magisterium.
If the spiritual director gives you any advice or direction that is contrary to Church doctrine or discipline, then you should look for another director. If their certification/training is not from a Catholic organization, they may not place sufficient emphasis on the Sacraments.
I mention this because I have met a handful of spiritual directors who have encouraged New Age practices(for example, enneagram and Sophia worship) and disobedience to Canon Law (for example, receiving Communion while in a state of mortal sin).