I tried posting before…but the site went down. Sorry to write so much, but I have a great devotion to Catherine of Siena.
I read Catherine of Siena’s The Dialogues this past summer and it inspired me more than any other book I have read, excpeting the Bible. Prior to her Teresa of Avila was the biggest inspiration for me, but Catherine’s work semed to ecompass advice for any situation in life.
I foudn the msot insight from her writings about love. She writes how God loved us before we knew him, and loves us still even if we refuse him and offend him. She follows that the closest we can come to repaying his love is to loves every one, especially those we do not know and those who offend us. That to love only God is not adequate, because he always loves us. That we must try our best to follow Jesus’ example and love all through our actiosn and prayers, whether we know them or not, whether they are nice to us or not.
She writes to a degree that sin exists and causes so much heart ache in the world, because people do not follow Jesus’ commandment to love as he loves. When I think of mistakes I have done in my life, and decisions I regret, usually these decisions were made when I felt a severe lack of love in my life and encmpassed by despair. Yes, God loves us all the time, but some times it is easier to realize this than others. I sincerely believe that if I had people showing God’s love to me during times of difficutly, that I would have made better decisions, and offended God much less. Reading Catherine of Siena’s writings made me burn not only more with a love for God that made me want to reach out to others, to ease their sufferings more (if possible, some tiems there is not much we can do but listen) not only for their sake, but also to help steer them on courses make them less vulnerable to temptations that offend God.
St. Catherine of Siena, pray for us!