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Zackery
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Good afternoon. I have suffered from masturbation all my life. I was sexually abused as a child and I believe it became a means of percieved love but as I got older, I realized that it wasn’t. Because I have masturbated all throughout my childhood, it became second nature and no matter what I do, I find myself failing at least every other day. I want to get castrated and have surgery that will make me nonsexual but I am wondering if that would be a sin in itself. If so, what are some avenues I could take to fight the urge to masturbate? I’ve tried prayer, meditation, reading, ect. ect. I’m lost and I always feel guilty but I still fail and I can’t fail, I have to be able to defeat my sin. I don’t want to burn anymore. I want to make God happy.