Suicide

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lol im not gonna commit suicide
That is what my 17 year old best friend told me the night he commited suicide. His last words to me were “I’ll never leave without a goodbye”

He killed himself a few hours after I saw him that very night. Even with family being home with him.

I know that I can not project that to you, I just care. I just still have pain over that. Pain that will never go away.
 
I am not the OP, but I do need help because I am hurting and do need help. I was involved in a traffic accident recently, have missed days off work, retained attorney who agreed to represent for injury claim. I have been in contact with my counselor every day since the accident, and I have an appointment scheduled with the psychiatrist later this week. I have not only contemplated “doing it,” I have also research and made tentative plans of what I could or could not do. (Hence the comment about overdosing: it doesn’t work, not for Rx, not even for OTC stuff like sleeping pills.)

I am in a safe place right now - not at risk of doing anything. I am scared, I am still crying on a daily basis, though it has not gotten bad enough (yet) for me to think about “it” again. I can provide my name, location (city & state), and cell phone via PM if there’s anyone who can pray with me or for me. I don’t want anyone’s charity or sympathy or anyone feeling sorry for me. I just want someone to ‘hold my hand’ and pray with me or/and for me during the worst possible time for me.

**** Edited to add: I am (physically) ok and am safe…need to go to sleep, am exhausted. Prayers appreciated, thank you.**
 
***Thanks to all who participated.

This thread is now closed and is being dealt with offline.***
 
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