I am not the OP, but I do need help because I am hurting and do need help. I was involved in a traffic accident recently, have missed days off work, retained attorney who agreed to represent for injury claim. I have been in contact with my counselor every day since the accident, and I have an appointment scheduled with the psychiatrist later this week. I have not only contemplated “doing it,” I have also research and made tentative plans of what I could or could not do. (Hence the comment about overdosing: it doesn’t work, not for Rx, not even for OTC stuff like sleeping pills.)
I am in a safe place right now - not at risk of doing anything. I am scared, I am still crying on a daily basis, though it has not gotten bad enough (yet) for me to think about “it” again. I can provide my name, location (city & state), and cell phone via PM if there’s anyone who can pray with me or for me. I don’t want anyone’s charity or sympathy or anyone feeling sorry for me. I just want someone to ‘hold my hand’ and pray with me or/and for me during the worst possible time for me.
**** Edited to add: I am (physically) ok and am safe…need to go to sleep, am exhausted. Prayers appreciated, thank you.**