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timeandeternity
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I always thought superstition just had to do with (on the most serious side) satan worship, fortune-telling, etc.; as well as vain practices like throwing salt over your shoulder, believing in bad-luck broken mirrors, and such.
I’m wondering if a certain type of phobia or paranoia might also be classified as superstition. This might sound ridiculous, but I’ve always been afraid of the dark, and I’ve never gotten over it. It doesn’t help that I do have an active imagination.
Tonight I was doing homework, and I started imagining how frightening it would be if something came from the doorway a little behind me and stood behind my chair. The thought scared me, so I turned around just to make sure. I also took a swipe behind the chair (what if the thing was invisible?), but I hesitated beforehand because I was afraid to feel the something that might be behind me. I decided to move to my bedroom; as I went to the end of the hall and started fumbling with the doorknob, I felt a terror that the thing might be following me.
The whole time I was thinking, “Isn’t this superstition?” I kept making sort of half-hearted efforts to stop being afraid, but I was still pretty scared.
Superstition or not?
I’m wondering if a certain type of phobia or paranoia might also be classified as superstition. This might sound ridiculous, but I’ve always been afraid of the dark, and I’ve never gotten over it. It doesn’t help that I do have an active imagination.
Tonight I was doing homework, and I started imagining how frightening it would be if something came from the doorway a little behind me and stood behind my chair. The thought scared me, so I turned around just to make sure. I also took a swipe behind the chair (what if the thing was invisible?), but I hesitated beforehand because I was afraid to feel the something that might be behind me. I decided to move to my bedroom; as I went to the end of the hall and started fumbling with the doorknob, I felt a terror that the thing might be following me.
The whole time I was thinking, “Isn’t this superstition?” I kept making sort of half-hearted efforts to stop being afraid, but I was still pretty scared.
Superstition or not?