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MaddieB
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Hi, I hope I’m putting this in the right place, this is my first post, sorry if it’s really long. I’m 16 and for the past 6+ months I have strongly felt myself pulled toward the Catholic Church. For much of that time I denied my feelings because I thought it was just some teenage phase I was going through. However, the more I ignored it the more I felt drawn in. I really want to talk to my family so that I can start going to Mass because I don’t know how to go farther without some sort of guidance from someone.
A bit of background first. My whole family has a Protestant background and I was baptized in a Methodist church. However, my mom has completely let go of her ties to any type of Christianity, as has my older brother. My parents are divorced and my dad is still loosely Methodist, but doesn’t go to church or do anything really except listen to the Christian station on the radio. When I was younger I went to our church with my dad and brother, but as we got older my mom decided to officially said she wasn’t Christian, which lead to my brother starting to hate church and such. Being the younger sister, who didn’t understand anything, I just took my brothers side. Soon after that we stopped going to church. My mom officially left Christianity when she joined a group called the 4th way (similar to Rosicrucian and Masons). My brother is in his 1st year of college, but we are still really close. Whenever he’s home we go out and grab lunch just the two of us and we never really fight. While he’d never admit it to me, our mom has told me that he always checks on me when he talks with her. Things have been tense with my dad lately, mostly due to my mom having gotten remarried in October.
Okay, I want to start off saying that I have looked at other posts about this topic, but I always finish it and feel like their situation was too different from mine. Maybe that’s just me feeling nervous at the thought of talking to my family or looking for some perfect answer to use, though. So, my issues really come from my mom and brother. My mom believes in a greater power, but is adamant that no religion has it right. To keep a long story short, I know that she has seen my YouTube history and therefore has at least some idea that I’m looking into Catholicism. This weekend, after she saw my YouTube history, we drove up to my aunts and she took the majority of the 6 hours talking to me about how Christianity is wrong and the Bible was told in parables that are taken as literal recounts of history. She never officially confronted me, but she brought it up as if it were related to her 4th way stuff. Before that I never thought she had an issue with Christianity outside of the fact that she didn’t believe in it. How do I tell her that not only have I looked into the Catholic faith, but I believe I want to start going to mass and RCIA when next years starts?
Then there’s my brother. He is a die-hard, scientific, 100% convinced atheist. More than worrying about how to tell him, I find myself worried about the wedge it will drive between us. Any encouraging advice?
Thank you so much!
A bit of background first. My whole family has a Protestant background and I was baptized in a Methodist church. However, my mom has completely let go of her ties to any type of Christianity, as has my older brother. My parents are divorced and my dad is still loosely Methodist, but doesn’t go to church or do anything really except listen to the Christian station on the radio. When I was younger I went to our church with my dad and brother, but as we got older my mom decided to officially said she wasn’t Christian, which lead to my brother starting to hate church and such. Being the younger sister, who didn’t understand anything, I just took my brothers side. Soon after that we stopped going to church. My mom officially left Christianity when she joined a group called the 4th way (similar to Rosicrucian and Masons). My brother is in his 1st year of college, but we are still really close. Whenever he’s home we go out and grab lunch just the two of us and we never really fight. While he’d never admit it to me, our mom has told me that he always checks on me when he talks with her. Things have been tense with my dad lately, mostly due to my mom having gotten remarried in October.
Okay, I want to start off saying that I have looked at other posts about this topic, but I always finish it and feel like their situation was too different from mine. Maybe that’s just me feeling nervous at the thought of talking to my family or looking for some perfect answer to use, though. So, my issues really come from my mom and brother. My mom believes in a greater power, but is adamant that no religion has it right. To keep a long story short, I know that she has seen my YouTube history and therefore has at least some idea that I’m looking into Catholicism. This weekend, after she saw my YouTube history, we drove up to my aunts and she took the majority of the 6 hours talking to me about how Christianity is wrong and the Bible was told in parables that are taken as literal recounts of history. She never officially confronted me, but she brought it up as if it were related to her 4th way stuff. Before that I never thought she had an issue with Christianity outside of the fact that she didn’t believe in it. How do I tell her that not only have I looked into the Catholic faith, but I believe I want to start going to mass and RCIA when next years starts?
Then there’s my brother. He is a die-hard, scientific, 100% convinced atheist. More than worrying about how to tell him, I find myself worried about the wedge it will drive between us. Any encouraging advice?
Thank you so much!
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