I grew up Lutheran. I went to grad school in Italy in 2003 and heard St. Dominic speaking to me through his relics, but I brushed it off as “just my crazy imagination.”
A couple of years later, back in the US, I was taking medieval history classes and was mightily impressed by the historical continuity of the Catholic Church and the writings of the saints. I considered these saints to be the best Christians I had ever encountered. I remember praying that God would make me a Christian like Bernard of Clairvaux. But I had zero thoughts of becoming Catholic - my husband was on track to become an evangelical pastor.
At that time, I saw a flyer inviting students to the Newman Center for Ash Wednesday Morning Prayer. I was captivated by the Psalm chanting and vowed to come back and pray Morning Prayer for the 40 days of Lent. It was only the next day when I showed up that I realized that I was the only person not wearing a black and white robe. It was me and the Dominicans! And they ended Morning Prayer every day with the words, “St. Dominic, pray for us.”
I spent a week intensely studying Scripture to determine whether prayer to the saints was acceptable, and realized it all came down to Protestant vs. Catholic views of Scripture. At a loss, I begged God to reveal to me whether prayer to the saints was acceptable. After half an hour, I heard the still small voice say, “You’ll know if you try.”
So I asked St. Dominic to show me the truth. I heard delighted laughter. Then I saw a vision of the saints in heaven. I realized that some of them had been praying specifically for me. I understood that interacting with them would draw me into their relationship with God. I experienced something of how much they loved me. I was overwhelmed.
But I was stubborn. Fortunately, God was more stubborn. It took two more years of study and signs before I finally surrendered. I was confirmed Catholic in 2009. I got my Lay Ecclesial Ministry certification and teach Bible studies in my parish and on YouTube. I also became a foster/adoptive mom of 5. It’s a beautiful life. Thanks, God.