Good luck. I hope it goes well for you, and that you find what you’re looking for. You mention peers and paying for— are you enrolling in an online school?
Dear one:
Is there no priest that you can discuss your problems with?
No one you can ask to drive you to him?
Praying you find peace of mind and spirit soon.
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