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Being new here and 1st time to open up about any of this, I believe is due to my age actually! The older I am getting the more I am realizing that we all need something to believe in… I for one was orphaned at a young age with my siblings and felt all of the worlds pain hit me at one time. I never believed a god could put his children through so much pain so I never believed in him! With that said I did and still do believe in the Mother Mary, when I was 4-5- maybe even 6yrs old my oldest sister was being removed from the foster home we were at, I remember I was up crying for hours, I didn’t understand I guess… but a blue light shined under my door very bright and calming, when I opene the door it was mother Mary, I reached to her and I recall her voice the most peaceful sound I am yet still to find again… she told me it would be ok, and to rest, that it would all be ok after this… without a second thought I went back to bed, calm and collected… from this point on I don’t ever recall crying again! It didn’t matter how many times I was removed and bounced around the east coast, I was always calm and some how knew it would be ok… With all of this said, I’ve always kept an open mind, I don’t practice religion nor do I force on others I don’t believe that’s the way it’s meant to be… I’ve raised my children to be open minded as well… we all believe in a higher power at some point in our lives, so to me that’s enough… but I will never understand worshipping one man that causes so much pain to the world… so I will stay open minded and hope for the best, not just for me but for everyone…