Tormented when i pray :(

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Whenever I pray or meditate or even think about God I get really jumpy and ansy. I feel like things are out to get me. Even a plate dropping on the floor will scare me. Then I feel sometimes like I am hated by something and they scratch me or they will scratch me. Then all these uncontrolled impulsive blasphemous thoughts come up in my mind most of which tell me to become an atheist which i absolutly do not want to!! i feel i am tormented!!!

I NEED to see an exocrist but my parents won’t let me!!! what should I do??? 😦
 
Whenever I pray or meditate or even think about God I get really jumpy and ansy. I feel like things are out to get me. Even a plate dropping on the floor will scare me. Then I feel sometimes like I am hated by something and they scratch me or they will scratch me. Then all these uncontrolled impulsive blasphemous thoughts come up in my mind most of which tell me to become an atheist which i absolutly do not want to!! i feel i am tormented!!!

I NEED to see an exocrist but my parents won’t let me!!! what should I do??? 😦
I’ve had the blasphemous thoughts too…

honestly this seems more like demonic obsession rather than possession, so probably you don’t need an exorcist?

have you asked a priest to pray for you and give you a blessing? what do you try to do to fight this? you don’t have to answer this but something to think about: is there any unrepented sin, or - is it the opposite, do you find yourself growing closer to God?

hope it gets better 😦

God bless
 
If the devil feels obliged to torment you when you pray, most likely it’s because he hates the fact that you’re getting closer to God. He really hates anyone that’s even trying to do that, so he’ll do anything he can to distract or discourage you from doing it. Instead of getting ‘antsy’ or feeling bad about praying, just laugh at him every time he puts those weird thoughts in your head, and pray all the more, even louder. Tell him that all of his silly tricks are useless and only make you want to pray harder than ever. Say the St. Michael prayer whenever this kind of stuff happens, then, ask St. Michael to ‘take out the trash’! It really ticks him off and makes him run away with his tail between his legs! He hates being mocked and laughed at, more than anything. It bruises his great big fat ego. 😃
 
I’ve had the blasphemous thoughts too…

honestly this seems more like demonic obsession rather than possession, so probably you don’t need an exorcist?

have you asked a priest to pray for you and give you a blessing? what do you try to do to fight this? you don’t have to answer this but something to think about: is there any unrepented sin, or - is it the opposite, do you find yourself growing closer to God?

hope it gets better 😦

God bless
thanks i had a priest bless me and now…ITS GONE!!! praise God!

i feel alot better now hoipe it doesn’t come back
 
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