Wow, this is very interesting to me. Was it “easy” to start your own community? What was the process like behind doing something like this? Is this very common for friars to begin a new “branch” to address a particular need, as in the pro-life work your community is doing? Keep up the great work, you have a lot of courage to work toward a solution.
Actually, it’s not easy. I came two-years ago. You know, I can’t really say how many Franciscans have been called to step outside of their community and go somewhere else and do something difficult for him. I can talk about the fact that many people have been called to do this. I can count myself among their numbers, but not at the same level of holiness. You may know some names.
Br. Charles de Facould – Little Brothers of Jesus
Fr. Richard Ho Lung – Missionaries of the Poor
Mother Teresa of Calcutta – Missionaries of Charity
Six Founders – Franciscans of the Renewal
Mother Angelica – Missionaries of the Eternal Word
Mother Assumpta Long – Dominican Sisters of Mary
That’s a short list.
To help you understand this, I’ll have to tell you about Jesus. Jesus doesn’t really pick the best people to start something. He takes whoever is available. I mean, just look at the apostles. The best-trained men among them were Judas (a traitor) and Matthew (a tax collector). Now give me a break! Sometimes you just have to sit there and laugh with the Lord and say, “You’re kidding me right?” Then you find out that he’s as serious as a heart attack.
He wants you to go out, leave behind everything that you know and everything that is secure, and take a walk into the Dark Night. I’m always amazed at how often we don’t pay attention to this other side of the coin. There is a Dark Night where the soul is so profoundly embedded in Christ’s passion, that it can feel nothing else, but Christ’s darkest moment on the cross, when he confronts the darkness of sin, head on.
However, there is another part to this concept. I believe this is where Jesus calls many of us. I feel that I was called to step out into the night. I have no idea where this is going and what God is planning. Nevertheless, he has some kind of plan for those of us who are discerning how to serve him in this work. I just walk along with him. He just leads, one-step at a time. It’s like walking down a very dark path, not knowing where I’m going, but knowing that my God will not lead me the wrong way.
He can’t possibly lead me the wrong way. First, it’s not possible for him to mislead us. I know this. Second, the Gospel of Life is very near and dear to his heart, because it’s rooted in the Incarnation. Christ becomes man, because the Father gifts him the greatest gift that he can give to his beloved son, human nature. God is so in love with our humanity that he not only created it according to his image and likeness, but he vested his eternally begotten son with our humanity. Even if Adam had not sinned, the Father would still have given him a human nature, as a pure gift of love from Father to Son.
To embark on a mission to proclaim the Gospel of Life is the most wonderful gift that God can give a man or woman. To call you to make this your life’s work is beyond wonderful. It’s humbling. How can God choose me, to tell people about the glory of human life? I have no idea.
It’s very hard to do, because most men are not interested in this kind of ministry. First, men are funny creatures. I’m talking about males. We like stability. We like security. We look for the company, organization or community that has a strong record of accomplishment. So when you walk up to a guy and say, “Hey, we’re gathering a few men to save the lives of the unborn, take care of these babies after they’re born, feed them and their parents until they can take care of themselves, pray the sick into heaven, guide their families in making the right moral decisions when the situation looks terminal or teach young people about chastity . . . when you say this to guys, the first thing that they want to know is where is your monastery.
Well, when I tell them that our monastery is a few rented rooms, because we are too poor to own a house, they go, “Oh well . . . no thanks.” But St. Francis was poor! Others come and ask you, are you approved by the pope. Of course, I always have to answer, “The pope is praying for us so that he can approve us. However, we do have the permission of the local bishop to go forward with this and he has assigned a priest to be our guide and supervisor. We also work very closely with the diocese and the bishops in this diocese.” Then they look at you and say, “Call me when you get everything signed.
I just go, “OK.” What else can I say? St. Francis did not have a charter from the pope when he started. He went off on his own and was joined by different men along the way. Every mission has to begin at the beginning. That’s the greatest challenge. Most men don’t like the beginning. They don’t want to be the pilots or the fathers. This is a challenge. However, I know that Jesus wants the Gospel of Life preached and he will send men who are in love with this work and are willing to take risks in faith. This is not the same as risking their faith.
The most important part of this is that those who come to this work must love the Gospel, want to be sons of St. Francis, be able to live together as brothers, cultivate their prayer life and be willing to be take the same risk that St. Francis took. Go out and repair the Church.
Fraternally,
Br. JR, OSF
