Unable to pray?

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Today I had a bit of a breakdown. This week has been so awful, and I hope that it will never repeat itself again. My mom was there with me when it happened, and she suggested that we should pray about it together. Well…I couldn’t. I can pray for others, but I am too angry to pray for myself. Sometimes I feel like God hates me, and so it is pointless to ask him to help me when I have asked for help countless times in the past.

How can I fix this? When people suggest that I pray for my situation, I get angry and frustrated and become disgusted by the thought. But when it comes to praying for my family, I do not have the same feeling. What is wrong with me? I do not want to be angry at God and I want to be able to pray like I used to.
 
Today I had a bit of a breakdown. This week has been so awful, and I hope that it will never repeat itself again. My mom was there with me when it happened, and she suggested that we should pray about it together. Well…I couldn’t. I can pray for others, but I am too angry to pray for myself. Sometimes I feel like God hates me, and so it is pointless to ask him to help me when I have asked for help countless times in the past.

How can I fix this? When people suggest that I pray for my situation, I get angry and frustrated and become disgusted by the thought. But when it comes to praying for my family, I do not have the same feeling. What is wrong with me? I do not want to be angry at God and I want to be able to pray like I used to.
Too angry at who? God? Yourself? Another person? I’ve never been too angry to pray - even when I’ve been angry with God - but I have had situations in which my soul feels dry and arid when I pray. When that happens, I go through the motions and pray that I may once again feel God’s grace.

Clinton
 
I am sad to read that your week was so horrible. I don’t think anything is wrong with you, but that this was/is a time of trial to help you grow stronger in God’s Love in the long run. I will pray for you especially since you are having a hard time praying for yourself. I hope this helps:

God, my Father,
may I love You in all things and above all things.
May I reach the joy which You have prepared for me in
Heaven.
Nothing is good that is against Your Will,
and all that is good comes from Your Hand.
Place in my heart a desire to please You
and fill my mind with thoughts of Your Love,
so that I may grow in Your Wisdom and enjoy Your Peace.
Amen.

You said you are so angry, and I know it’s hard, but please try to focus on God’s perfect love for you.

God Bless
:console:
 
Eternal God, in whom mercy is endless and the treasury of compassion is inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with great confidence submit ourselves to Your holy will, which is Love and Mercy itself. Amen
 
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Never be angry with Jesus ‘ever’ for it was Jesus who walked with His own two extremely sore and extremely tired feet thousands and thousands of miles across the deserts from 12 years of age, risking His Life to preach to millions of women, men and children (some of whom were non-believers) risking persecution and death throughout the rest of His Life daily, Loving, Praying, Healing, assisting people, saving their lives, doing without food and luxuries, none of which Jesus had ever used in Today’s world, then Jesus chooses to die on The Cross for all sinners throughout the ages, in order to in the position to forgive our sins through His Divine Love and Mercy AFTER we open up our Hearts to Him in prayer “Ask and ye shall receive” and follow as many of His Commandments as possible daily in our lives.

It was never that much to ask.

Blame satan and all of its evil chronies; never blame Jesus our Holy Trinity.

Never let ‘it’ deceive you people; God is never to blame for anything; He always has our best ‘soul’ interests in His Most Divine Loving Heart along with Our Heavenly Mother Mary.

Have you thanked Jesus today for all of His Blessings that He has given you through reverence in the fact that He has died for you?
 
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Following thereafter, pray The Holy Rosary twice a day as I have for Jesus’ Divine Loving Healing of your Soul, Heart, Mind and Body, now and for Eternity, offering up all of your Crosses to Jesus while praying for The Holy Souls in Purgatory at the same time. After two weeks, I would love to hear what your relationship with Jesus is like and occurrences/events happened in your Life. Jesus will heal you through The Holy Rosaries while reflecting upon His Stations of His Cross (guaranteed)!

Please Dear Jesus Christ our Saviour and Dear Our Lady Mary Mother of Jesus could You please fully open up Thy Child’s Soul, Heart, Mind and Body to Thee Dear Lord, through the Holy Rosaries prayed, now and for Eternity Amen.

Our Father who art in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy Will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from all evil Amen

Our Father who art in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy Will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from all evil Amen
 
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++okay, here it is I am going to bare my Soul and tell you some major things that I have been through in my Life (I prayed this week for all of the evil pride, ego and vanity to leave me now at almost 50 years of age); this will be part of that.

I am alive (all Praise and Honour and Glory goes to Jesus and Our Lady Mary Mother of Jesus). There are times like all of us, in which Jesus has saved myself and my Children (His Children) from death and give so many of His Blessings to us through Life particularly through prayer daily. At the times when I closed myself off from Jesus (ie not intentionally not angry with Him, just too stressed and over tired to pray and open up my Heart fully to Him) that is when things went sour at times and all hardships during my Life and my Childrens Lives arose. I prayed hard at those times however I rarely stopped after Jesus gave His Blessings to the Children and myself to 'Thank Him" and be ‘most grateful to Him’.

Two years ago I set aside time (while very ill) to pray The Holy Rosaries daily for others and included myself for once, asking if Jesus and Mother Mary could please heal me and provide my daily bread. After suffering dreadfully for 10 months, within ten days of praying and opening up my Heart to Jesus, without any medical intervention, He Healed me in entirety. No more symptoms! I fully trusted and have full confidence in Him and Our Lady Mary Mother of Jesus Divine Most Loving Heavenly and Holy Intercession, that each and every one of His Children will be Healed and Life made a great deal easier for all. The Doctors wanted me in Hospital on treatment. I refused. I prayed hard until my Heart had fully opened up to Jesus and Our Lady Mary Mother of Jesus. All The Glory and Honour are Yours Dear God our Heavenly Father and Dear Our Lady Mary Mother of Jesus now and for Eternity Amen.

Last year and this year are my time in Life ‘giving back’ to Jesus, through assisting others, particularly overseas after having asked Jesus and Our Heavenly Mother my Callings through His Divine Loving Blessings. Jesus and Mother Mary have given me a few things to do and I am most Blessed that He stopped me from working full time, being in the same old patterns; too busy to spend time with Him and Mother Mary, too stressed over trivial things, too tired to pray more than once daily. Jesus and our Heavenly Mother changed all of my lifestyle around to assist others throughout the World through Him. No glory or credit to me; all the Glory and Thanks for everything in my Life are to Jesus and Mother Mary.

All through setting aside and devoting ‘time’ to praying at least twice during the day. Sometimes the Jesus Rosary with 25 Our Fathers, sometimes The Novena Holy Rosary, I have yet to do all of the Decades in one go as many of His Children do! The key to our Souls and Hearts being unleashed to feeling Jesus’ Passion ie feeling just a part of what Jesus went through is ‘profoundly reflecting upon His Sorrowful Stations of His Cross’. This helps one in cracking open that hard old heart, softening and melting our Hearts until soft pure snow.

Try praying The Holy Rosaries twice or three times a day and feel Jesus Love and Strength and Mother Mary’s Love and Strength flowing through your Soul, Heart, Mind and Body!
 
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