Urgent prayers... will break your heart

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There is a friend of mine she has so many problems… she cuts herself, hates herself, was sexually abused when she was around 5, and now each night we talk as she tries to remember a rape she believes she suffered. She rejects love - not in the normal sense… not rejecting love like you or I would, because we prefer something else. She rejects love because it is love. She knows God loves her, but she does not believe she deserves it. She prefers not to be loved, so she rejects it. She used to be a nun, in two different places. Things are becoming extremely difficult for her. God is trying so very hard to reach her right now - He is doing it at this very moment, working so hard. I’m sorry to ramble, I am trying to help you understand. She said this to me immediately before she signed off tonight… it speaks so much to what she is experiencing. Be careful… it is very intense:
dont you get it…you dont…*ugh…to hell with it all…all of it…I desereved to be molested and abused…I deserved it all…if I was raped…I deserved that too…sometimes I even want to have it happen so that can be hurt like that. I want to have someone hurt me…I want to hurt so bad and it wont stop…I want to be broken down and crushed and destroyed…I deserve it. I deserve to have you walk away cause I am talking like a freak…and I dont care…dont waste your time…I deserved it…yeah it hurts…so much I want to die…so much that I cant stand it…but I dont care…I deserve this…I had too…its the only way it makes sense. The devil is after me…and I think he is winning…he wants me to go down. I dont know why I deserve it…but I had too or else it would not have been, Omg…If this is true…he ripped away my very being…he stole my very innocence …and more then anything else…I do have a fear that I cannot face…what if I am not a virgin…I feel like I am dying inside…oh God…where is God…I am not strong enough for this. I am so sorry…
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Pray for her, please. She will be going to adoration at 3 Eastern Time today, Saturday June 14th. Then would be a tremendously good time to pray for her, especially the chaplet of the Divine Mercy.

Peace and God bless,

I hope all is well with you.
 
Heavenly Father, reach down gently into this ravaged heart and heal this lovely girl who does not know how to love herself or to receive love. She never, never, never deserved the attack upon her young self. She was a beautiful innocent child who was victim of a cruel person. ❤️

Jesus, go with her, go with her into the terrible moments of her abuse, and heal her five year old self. Go with her, Jesus, into her moments of self hate and self abuse, and tell her that You love her so deeply and tenderly, and that You weep to see her pain. Let her experience Your healing love. ❤️ Grant her Your overwhelming peace!

Please Holy Spirit, let Your wisdom and truth enter and fill this woman’s mind and heart, healing her wounds and her self dislike and unhealthy self absorption, and giving her peace and wholeness. She is a beautiful, wonderful person who needs Your healing and life.
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Lead her to pray for others and to find gladness in bringing little smiles and little joys to others. In their faces she will see reflected how very lovely and good she really is.:grouphug:
 
I pray that God may grant her peace, whether in this world or in the world to come. God’s Will be done!
 
Prayers for her, especially to St Dymphna, patron of those suffering from mental or nervous disorders, and to St Michael in case there is any diabolic or demonic influence involved. :gopray2:

I’m not qualified to give psychological advice (and I pray God she’s seeing a counsellor who is expert in child abuse cases) but if she fears that she isn’t a virgin would it help her to get an internal exam (from a female specialist of course) to find out? I’m guessing the abuse as a youngster didn’t involve penetration in saying this …
 
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Heavenly Father, reach down gently into this ravaged heart and heal this lovely girl who does not know how to love herself or to receive love. She never, never, never deserved the attack upon her young self. She was a beautiful innocent child who was victim of a cruel person. ❤️

Jesus, go with her, go with her into the terrible moments of her abuse, and heal her five year old self. Go with her, Jesus, into her moments of self hate and self abuse, and tell her that You love her so deeply and tenderly, and that You weep to see her pain. Let her experience Your healing love. ❤️ Grant her Your overwhelming peace!

Please Holy Spirit, let Your wisdom and truth enter and fill this woman’s mind and heart, healing her wounds and her self dislike and unhealthy self absorption, and giving her peace and wholeness. She is a beautiful, wonderful person who needs Your healing and life.
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Lead her to pray for others and to find gladness in bringing little smiles and little joys to others. In their faces she will see reflected how very lovely and good she really is.:grouphug:
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Lord, hear this prayer - I couldn’t have put it better than this.

I call upon the cloud of witnesses that surround this beautiful yet troubled woman, in particular:
  • St. Agatha - “Jesus Christ, Lord of all things! You see my heart, you know my desires. Possess all that I am - you alone. I am your sheep; make me worthy to overcome the devil.”
  • St. Agnes of Rome - “Christ made my soul beautiful with the jewels of grace and virtue. I belong to Him whom the angels serve.”
  • Bl. Antonia Messina - teach her to find the strength you had to fight off your would-be defiler with every ounce of yourself.
  • St. Dymphna - you who resisted your earthly father and earthly king at the greatest cost, but for the greatest reward - lead this woman on a pilgrimage to your relics, that she may, God willing, find peace.
  • St. Joan of Arc - this woman’s cause is as worthy as any you took up in life. Lead her daily with your banner which bears the inscription “Jesus, Mary”, and constantly remind us of what it is for that we endure to the end.
  • St. Maria Goretti - by the light of your still white flame, show this woman the power of forgiveness, that she may someday be a witness and source of total conversion to her abusers.
  • Bl. Pierina Morosini - hold her steady as she re-affirms her vow of chastity daily.
  • St. Potamiaena - give this woman the certainty of faith you drew upon during your martyrdom, the faith which kept you so calm during what must have been an excruciating trial.
  • St. Solange of Bourges - virgin shepherdess, care for this woman as one of your own flock.
  • Saint Zita - bring this woman your heavenly Master’s food, that she may be nourished by the holy eucharist.
We ask this in the name of Jesus.
 
Pray the Chaplet of Divine Mercy for her and with her. Get her to pray the Chaplet of Divine Mercy also. I will do the same, daily with my other intentions.
Prayers & blessings for you and for her
Deacon Ed B
 
Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen
 
I will pray the Chaplet of Divine Mercy with your friend as my special intention tonight.
 
Lord of the Powers be with us, for in times of distress we have no other help but You.
Lord of the Powers, have mercy on her and all who self mutilate. Grant wisdom to our sisters/brothers that deal in these situations, that they may know what to say and when.
 
St. Michael, the Arch-Angel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray, and do thou O Prince of the Heavenly Host, by the power of God, cast into hell satan and all the evil spirits that prowl throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen :knight2:
I will keep her in my prayers:signofcross: , and you as you comfort and guide her in her moments of darkness. May she come to know the love of God and His dear Blessed Mother and may she Praise Him in His angels and in His Saints. Pray also to her Guardian Angel to protect, rule and guide her.:angel1:
Let her know that whenever satan comes in his hideous forms to try to torture her that at those moments she needs to start Praising God, satan will flee from that.👍
:blessyou: for all you do for her.
 
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