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MichaelAnonymous
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Very often, when I am angry with God or I would like to vent my anger, I deliberately commit mortal sins (such as masturbation) so as to make God unhappy. Then I feel even more unhappy than before. What should I do apart from going to Confession?
Well, referring to my previous series of posts on this forum, I am recently piqued by my spiritual director who ignored my message on arranging a time to meet. I am not talkative, I am not being unreasonable, I do know the burden of a parish priest, just that I simply want a yes/no answer. Either you say yes we can meet on that day, or no, I’m very busy so we may have to find another time, or no, I find you disgusting and troublesome and don’t want to see you anymore. As simple as that. I was angry with God who did not take care of His servants well enough, so I committed mortal sin after grumbling to Jesus. I lost temper by irritating Jesus hoping that He would feel sad for losing a soul. Then after committing mortal sin I felt guilty and was unhappier than ever.

Well, referring to my previous series of posts on this forum, I am recently piqued by my spiritual director who ignored my message on arranging a time to meet. I am not talkative, I am not being unreasonable, I do know the burden of a parish priest, just that I simply want a yes/no answer. Either you say yes we can meet on that day, or no, I’m very busy so we may have to find another time, or no, I find you disgusting and troublesome and don’t want to see you anymore. As simple as that. I was angry with God who did not take care of His servants well enough, so I committed mortal sin after grumbling to Jesus. I lost temper by irritating Jesus hoping that He would feel sad for losing a soul. Then after committing mortal sin I felt guilty and was unhappier than ever.