I recall my first TLM very vividly. It was a low mass at Mission San Buenaventura. This was 2007 I think, either just before or after Summorum Pontificum. I had to drive quite a distance from downtown Los Angeles to get to a TLM… there just weren’t many around.
I recall that I went away feeling that I had spend the whole thing on my knees, which were stiff and hard to walk on afterwards. I had printed up my own booklet beforehand (I didn’t realize there would be some available), and I had sort of reviewed it beforehand, but I didn’t expect the entirety of it to be said soto voce, so I was completely lost! I recall also that everyone there seemed to be very aloof, and I think everyone was dressed head to toe in black, and every woman present wore a giant spanish mantilla. The last part there might be my imagination.
It was a bewildering experience, but I wish I could go back and do it again somehow.
Thank God for Pope Benedict.